equal {karlnapity}

ashes

⚠️bullying, blood⚠️
°third person°

The men were walking over the college campus the three of them were carrying backpacks that seemed to be filled with books but no books were in it

Quackity's navy bag had a white pixelated mask a 22 caliber rifle a deck of sharp metal cards and two duffle bags stored neatly inside Karl's had a steampunk gas mask, goggles, and three small throwing knives sapnap's bag had a can of gasoline matches and more duffle bags stuffed inside
They walked inside the main building

"I kinda know the layout of the college there are three secretary rooms one of them has all the laptops stored in the back only I don't remember which"

Sapnap pointed around the building to all the secretarial rooms "I put my bets on the second floor" Quackity said pointing up the stairs Karl looked at Sapnap as he just shrugged

"It's worth a shot," the brunette said following Quackity who was already halfway up the first fleet of stairs he walked behind them suddenly people trooped out of rooms talking and laughing Karl could feel the people troup around him he could feel everyone watching him as he walked up the stairs he took a few stairs at the same time squeezing between Sapnap and Quackity

"I hate schools," Karl said still feeling the anxiety of people watching him in his gut they walked over to the second floor there was a group of a dozen people chatting and laughing Karl walked in front of a class door it flew open and he could feel a weight push him to fall over

"Watch where you're going!" A voice snarled the tallest male froze Karl had the memory of an elephant quickly forgetting small things like birthdays or names but if you wronged him it stayed there swirling in the backs of his head and now one memory was pulled out of the gutter by the voice in front of him

The younger was pushed inside the classroom the laughing of a kid in front of him twirling through his ears "Jacobs wants to be a hero huh? Aha yeah no" a kid in front of him laughed Karl was laying on the classroom floor as all the kids left the room pushing a chair against the door

He was stuck inside the room he sat there alone tears running down his face as he cried he unconsciously turned the classroom into jungle vines and flowers grew around him as tears fell to the floor he sat there for hours until a teacher found him and set him free

"Are you okay Karl?" Sapnap asked pulling him to his feet "yeah I'm good" he answered

Karl looked into the eyes of the man standing in front of him "well well well guess who came back from the dead? Karl fucking Jacobs... finally come to terms with the fact you killed an innocent man?" The bully in front of him was just as Karl remembered cocky a big mouth and a monster ego

"Shut up" the brunette snarled in his face "aha trying to pick a fight are we?" The man leaned forward Quackity wanted to do something but Sapnap hold him back

"Ooh, your boyfriend trying to protect you huh? I'm so scared!" He whined as Karl's blood boiled Karl raised his hand a tree standing outside reached in the building breaking the window and wrapped around the man's waist

Karl squeezed his hand together tightening the grip around his waist people trouped around them "are you gonna kill me too huh? Your parents won't be proud of the boy they're still searching for... killing a man" Karl stopped at the mention of his parents

"What did you say?" He said chocked but still mad "yeah everyone in the neighborhood talks about it... they would be so disappointed," he said looking away with a sad sarcastic face Karl raised his hand and pushed his fist into the man's face

He hit him until blood covered his knuckles he turned around leaving the man barely alive

The brunette called out to Sapnap "forget the laptops time to light this place up" Sapnap was chocked at the sudden violence but did as asked he swiped his foot over the floor and raised his hand fire covered the walls "let's go" Karl said letting the passed out man go stepping on the tree branch

The three men sat on the branch as it carried them back to the forest but for the entire way there Karl was dead silent stuck in thoughts he had pushed his parents to a small chamber at the back of his head but right now after six years it resurfaced the feeling of guilt and misery filled his entire body again

He wasn't gonna say it but deep inside he knew he missed his parents he had never thought about his parents' opinion never thought about how they would react

He imagined his father screaming at him as his mother wailed and cried my father wasn't abusive or anything he was sweet and loved me dearly but he was the most strict of both my parents

And also the newest to being a parental figure my mom had raised her siblings so she was kind and patient my dad was also kind but he would say stuff like "the bullying isn't that bad be a man for once" or "you can be gay straight I don't care but don't come home with those extravagant pink barbie dolls"

You couldn't call him homophobic or racist he would go to pride parades with me every year but he did have opinions about things he shouldn't have opinions on he only shared with me and close friends but some of them were disrespectful and over the top

Every time he started talking about it I would excuse myself and go upstairs listening to my parents argue about politics don't get me wrong my parents loved each other dearly but like most married couples they argued

A lot

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