the girl with demons

Panic room

I woke up in small black room without doors. I started to panic. My breathing quickened and I was unable to slow it down. I was pounding on the walls and screaming but I was all alone there. At one point, I gave up. I leaned against the wall and dropped to the floor. Tears flew like two waterfalls. "Welcome to the panic room. Where all your darkest fears gonna come for you" voice said. The same one I heard in the shower and in training. "Your darkest fear... we both know him. The one who made you suffer" the voice whispered "That day I should just go away" one event could change my story "You should... but you didn't. Shame on you having a human heart". Maybe voice is right. I am scared of him and i should be more brave "And what heart do you have?" I asked. The voice laughed "I don't have heart" Well... that was creepy Suddenly someone appeared at the room. That was him. "Long time no see, Maddie" Caleb whispered "You are not real" I said, convincing myself "Of course I am" he was convincing "No... no you are not... you are only in my imagination" There were tears in my eyes, but I didn't let them out. A gun appeared in my hand. I exactly knew what The Voice will tell me to do "Kill him... it will stop the pain" The Voice whispered in my ear. I held the gun straight to his head. Only now I feel what my father felt as he put a gun to my head. I felt powerful and I shooted without thinking or hesitating but the pain I felt all the time didn't stop. "You lie to me... you said it will help... but it didn't" I said slightly pissed off "This happened only in your mind... all you have to do is: do it tonight... The longer you are here I turn you into a demon. Your bad side is winning with the good one" the voice surprisingly calm "I want to get out of here... NOW" I screamed, and a loud echo bounced against the walls. I felt a terrible pain in my head. The pounding in my head was unbearable. Everything went black...

A bright light blinded mine and I noticed Bucky sitting next to me bed. I was still confused about The Panic Room so I wasn't really listening "Madelaine?! Do you even hear me?" he asked in a raised voice "What?... yea" Of course, I replied not truthfully. If I tell him about The Panic Room he would think I am crazy. Maybe I am... "I don't think so... Are you okay?" Bucky asked "Y-yea" I replied and I quickly got out of bed "You shouldn't" I felt a terrible headache but didn't show it and ran to my room and closed the door. I sat on the bed and I closed my eyes. It was dark in the room because it was already late in the evening. I heard someone's footsteps behind me. I turned around but there was no one there so I closed my eyes "They're coming for you"I heard a voice in front of me but no one was there. I closed my eyes and just tried to ignore everything. "Behind you"I turned around but the room was empty. In the left corner of the room I saw a man I couldn't see his face because the shadow of the hood. I sat and stared at him, unable to say a word. I blinked and he was gone. He was so real. Tears fell from my eyes and I couldn't stop them anymore. I heard footsteps from the corridor. I recognized them. They belonged to Bucky so I quickly went to bed and closed my eyes. Bucky entered the room. He stopped at the door when he saw that I was asleep. After the while he left. I was wondering about what I saw today in the panic room and this man who was in my room. At one point I just found myself crazy. "Go" the voice in my head say. It knew what I was thinking. "Go" the voice repeated. I got out of bed and slowly sneaked out of the tower. After fifteen minutes I was there. I was standing around the corner watching his house. Beautiful, modern, enormous house. Caleb's house. Governor's house.I threw a lighter on the grass in front of their house and lit it with my mind. I don't know why but it wasn't enough for me so I blew up his room. I watched their house slowly catch fire. When I heard the cops I decided it was a good time to get out of there.

I threw myself on the bed. I felt satisfaction with what I did but I knew that was bad but he hurt me first. He deserved it. I realized it was wrong, but The Voice made me do it. The voice woke up my dark side.