the girl with demons

I felt another lips on me

"I can't belive he is your dad" Peter said, putting a huge spoon ful of ice cream in his mouth. "I know" I grabbed a box of ice cream from him and put a spoon in my mouth. They were icy and my brain froze. We sat in silent for some time. "But you have me" he spoke "Yea... I still have you". He looked at me and I knew what he is thinking about "Do you want to?" he asked. "Yea" I replied without thinking. His face came closer to mine and his lips lightly touched mine but instead of Peter's I felt another lips on me but I ignored it even though it hurt me. His lips slowly descended to my neck and then to my cleavage. They were so hot but my body was as cold as ice. He took off his clothes. "Could you leave my tshirt? I asked "Sure" he replied. He pushed me onto the bed so that he was on top. He wrapped his arms around my neck and he started to kiss me passionately. It hurt to feel someone else. He put one hand in my hair and other stroked my pelvic bone under my panties. I ran my hand over his muscles. I started to breath heavily and I covered my mouth so that no one can hear. Peter laughed a little. I wrapped me legs around his waist. I fliped him to be on the bottom. Then at least I felt in control. I put right hand in his hair but still he was kissing me and not me kissing him. I ran my hand over his stomach, but when I reached his underwear, I stopped it. "If you are not ready... I think that was good for the first time" he whispered in my ear. I threw myself on the bed next to him and calmed my breathing. "I think I will take a shower" I spoke after a moment of silence "Now? It's 2 am" he asked "Yea" I replied.  I got out of bed.I stepped out into the hallway and slowly opened the door to Bucky's room. "Hey doll... what's wrong?" he asked "We did it but we didn't because... I wasn't ready" I whispered with tears in my eyes "Oh... come here, doll" he whispered in calm voice. I got into bed and he hugged me tight. I cuddled in his chest while he stroked my hair. "Do you think I will be ready someday?" I asked because I wasn't sure "I am pretty sure that you are going to be ready someday. You have a lot of time" his words calmed me a little "Thank you" I whispered in his ear

At the end of the corridor there was a door that I had never opened before. I slowly turned the handle. The door was open so I entered. There was something huge in the center covered with white cloth. I slowly unveiled the material and I saw piano. I don't remember when I was so happy about the piano. I threw the material on the floor and there was a lot of dust in the air. No one had used it for a long time. I sat down and started singing.

But there's a side of you
That I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true
And the games you'd play
You w-would always win, always win                                                                                                                      But I set fire to the rain.                                                                                                                                     Watched you tou-

The tears flowed and I had no control over them. "That was beautiful" I heard voice behind me. I turned around and I saw Natasha and Wanda "But don't cry" Wanda added. They came up to me and hugged me.

Bucky's POV

Night

"So Wanda... you are just going to read her mind nothing more" Wanda looked at me upset and worried "What if she find out?" she asked "I will take the blame" I replied. She entered the room and I waited. After a few minutes she returned shocked "And what did you see?" I asked "Nothing much... goodnight Bucky" she left. I knew she is hiding something.

Maddie's POV

I went downstairs and I saw Wanda in the kitchen "Good morning" she said with big smile "Morning... Did you tell James?" I asked "What do you mean? she was a bit suprised "I know you read my mind... I am not angry or something I just want to know" I explained "I didn't... I thought you should tell him not me" I breathed a sigh of relief "But i think you should tell him" she added "I will not tell him... he has his own problems... How much have you seen?" I asked "You never left your mom ... They took you by force. They imprisoned you and tortured you. They made you their own weapon. And I saw the guard and he r-" I cut her of "OKAY, okay... stop! You know a lot" i knew that one day someone will find out my secret but I didn't think it would be Wanda "And what about you and Tony?" I was glad that she changed topic "I don't know... I still do not belive this. I-i... I haven't even spoken to him since then" I haven't come to terms with this fact yet "You should talk to him" she advised "I-i... I'm going to take a shower" I ran to the bathroom and I quickly went into the shower "They are coming for you" same voice as a last time. I kept telling myself it was only in my head but it felt so real. I tried to think about something positive but I just couldn't so I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself. I stood in fornt of the mirror. I turned slightly so I could see my back. They were full of scars from whips and ropes. "Good that peter didn't took of my shirt" I whispered to myself. I slowly ran my finger over one of the larger scars. She was deep and fresh. "Maddie?" I heard Nat's voice "Jesus Nat! You scared me" I said in slightly raised voice "What happend to you?... Who did this to you?!" she was shocked and worried "No one did anything to me. I alawyas had them"  I said a first thing that came up to my mind "You can't fool me... they look new" slowly discovered the dirty and sad truth "I'm fine Natasha!" I yelled at her and quickly left the bathroom. 

I slowly entered the the lab. Tony... or my dad was working on something. "Hey... I thought we should talk" I said with little shy and nervous voice "I know we should... Before you say something I want you to know that I never knew what he was doing to you" he replied in a slightly uncertain voice "It's okay... I'm not... mad or something. I just want to know smoething... Why did you leave me?" he didn't look surprised because he probably expected that kind of questions. "I decided it would be better this way... you'll be safer" Of course that wasn't answear I expected but that explained a lot. I walked closer and hugged him. He was a little surprised at first, but he hugged me right away. "I'm throwing  party today... What do you think?" he asked "Oh... I love parties"