Silently, Mute. [OLD VERSION]

Chapter Twenty Four

[Naruto]

That was the best sleep I've gotten all week. Sasuke and I didn't usually cuddle to sleep so having that warmth with me just knocked me out.

I know it's weird but I've been watching Sasuke for a good ten minutes now. He looks so peaceful when he's asleep, holding on to my shirt slightly while he lays on my chest.

This feels so unreal now that he's here with me. After this shitty ass week, I really thought I'd never get to talk to him again. Ugh, I don't even want to think what the group is probably thinking of me right now. Shit man. If Jiraiya found out about everything too. Ugh.

What a fucking week it's been.

But... I think it's kind of worth it now that we are together. Though it was, rough, to say the least. But it's okay now, it's in the past and I just got to make the most of our relationship now. Relationship, haha, wow I haven't used that word in a while.

Damn, I'm really dating again. I told myself I was done dating for a while after dealing with Kiba and our bull shit but... Sasuke, god how could I resist.

I always thought about him, stole a glance when I could, hell even at work I'd end up daydreaming and fuck up in the kitchen.

He's just everything for me right now. I cackle to myself, ew I'm such a stupid romantic with abandonment issues. I need to relax. A drink would be really nice too-.

Fuck.

Nope nope stop, you're fine, you don't need it, calm down, anxiety stop it. I let out a deep breath. Damn it why did my mind instantly go to a drink? I should start having withdrawals right? That's not how it works right? Oh god what if I do, that shit is so hard to control sometimes. I was drinking heavily too.

I feel fine right now? I-.

I feel Sasuke shift a bit, I glance down and a piece of hair falls onto his face. I take my finger and brush it back. Nope, I wanna admire his pretty face as long as possible.

Wow... I really won getting him too, he looks like a model and he's not even trying! I mean he doesn't need to, but I'm just saying.

And I have him all to myself.

"Mm." He mumbles, snuggling closer to me.

Oh my god, he's so fucking cute, I press my lips together watching him start to relax again. I'm going to die. Don't move, oh my god he's so cute. Honestly, fuck the mall I just want to stay like this forever.

He just makes me feel so much more calm, just by his presence huh?

I think we can really be something though. Damn I fell way too fast for him, but I mean if I did, then it must mean that it's the right thing yeah? Ugh, why do I always spoil everything for myself, be happy! You have the boy who's been on your mind, every day, all day for a month now sleep in your arms. Yet I'm thinking that it might end?