"Why can't you?" He said sitting next to me on the stairs. "Love is a weakness.I promised never to love again...., after that night When everything in my life was destroyed." I said "You don't have to tell me if you don't want." He said.
"you have a right to know........I was sold to be a demon lord's slave, I got beaten everyday my life was pointless. I tried to kill myself many times." I pulled up my sleeves to show the fine white lines across my wrists. " I slit my wrists till nothing more would come out of my body but I was fine. Finally I escaped the clutches of that man I found my family again. life was great until he found me, He tied me to a chair and forced me to watch him slit my parents throats, Hang my sister from the ceiling and sliced my brother inside out. I was back in that man's possession one night I cut his head clean off l. I moved back here, got recruited as a dispatch officer and got teamed with the shark tooth reaper grell sutcliff. I left and moved to France trying to escape the screams of pain and terror of my past. Over time I decided once something is truly gone there is no way to get it back, So i stopped hoping and wishing they were alive. I returned to London and started working again the I met you and it's only a matter of time before he finds me again" I said while he sat there listening to my words closely
. "When i close my eyes the images of them dying replay in my head. The screams I hear blocking it out dose not help. My brothers dying words swim around in my head 'No matter what don't loose sight of the truth, when the time comes for you to fall True friends help and pretenders run until the end, .' I'm trying to figure them out still after all these years." I said Sebastian's arm wrapped around me and pulled me into his embrace this wasn't like before it was filled with lust or hunger. it was a proper hug. "Sam, I'm not going to say sorry for what happened. Everything is okay in the end and if everything is not okay then it isn't the end." he said and placed his cold lips softly against my forehead I stood up and walked away. I went out to the garden again and sat on the grass I looked up at the sky my eyes flickered closed and I fell into a dream.
Dream / Flashback
"Sold to his lordship" the seller shouted before i had a chance to run I was handcuffed and dragged off to meet my master. the doors open and a man sat in the black armchair at the back of the room. "what a rare beauty." The man said looking me up and down."Keep your gaze under control Asshole." I spat the man got up and pulled me up by my hair " what a Feisty little bitch you are I am your master you will treat me with respect." he said and threw me across the room by my hair. "I will treat you with respect when you have my respect." I said trying to stop the blood that was coming out of my head. He kicked me in the stomach I doubled over in pain.
skips 15 years ahead (Still dream / flashaback)
"Where Is she." the voice echoed through the house. it was him he found me. i was dragged from my room and tied to a chair a tall man was holding my head forwards as my master cut my parents throats. i tried to turn my head away but the man's hands held it still. "you bastard stop this." i screamed. My master just laughed he sliced my brother's arm and pulled the skin away from it. He screamed in pain, "Any last words?" Master said to my brother. "Yes, Sammi No matter what don't loose sight of the truth, when the time comes for you to fall True friends help and pretenders run until the end, ." He said as master stabbed his chest. I screamed but held back my tears I broke the chains that were holding me and stood up the man was holding me back as i was trying to attack my master. "You Fucking bastard, I'll kill you." I screamed the man hit me over the head with a chair darkness pouluted my vision and I blacked out.
~~~~~~~~~End of dream/flashback~~~~~~~~~~~
I bolted up right my body covered in water, Sebastian was there with an empty bucket. I raised an eyebrow at him. " You were screaming and I couldn't wake you up so I did this." he said
