Kalin white fan fiction

Epilogue

Marissa P.O.V

1 month later ......

Pain. That's what I felt when kalin had passed away . I felt like I was a numb soul. After he passed away, I went home and ignore my mother screaming at me asking what's wrong . I didn't feel like me anymore . I spent my life curled up in the bed crying my eyes out until no tears came out .

Until that very day. It was kalin funeral and his manager was devastated on losing him that he paid for his funeral to be held where all stars are buried .

I didn't feel like going because that would only remind me that I didn't have no one to kiss and hold during his funeral and I couldn't look at people that had sad expression for me . They didn't know how it felt to lose someone who you thought you have forever with but ended so fast that you couldn't understand it .

I heard a knock at my door but ignored it only to have it barged into making me jump up huge .

"Go away " I groaned bury my face in my pillow

"Sorry we can't go because today's his funeral marissa " arianna says

"I don't wanna go " I say sternly

"Why not ? " She ask sitting on my desk chair

"Because if I go ill think of him more and I can't handle it arianna " I say sitting up from my bed .

"Marissa you have to face if sweetie.. I know it hurts but kalin wouldn't want you to act like this " she says sincerely

"How would you know ? Is he here to say it ?" I laugh bitterly

"No but that doesn't mean you can mope around acting hurt when the rest of us our trying to cope also " she says

"Well I'm sorry arianna I lost someone who I thought I have for we with but no is gone " I say sobbing

"Hey don't cry.. Suck up those tears and take a shower.. I'll pick something to wear " she says

"Okay " I sniff up getting out of bed heading to the shower . But before I did I popped my head out .

"Your a good friend " I blurt out

"I know I am " she says smiling

20 minutes later I showered and I smell fresh like I never have before . I brushed my teeth because apparently my breathe stinked . Ariana picked out this dress I wore to one my dates with Kalin . It was a cute black dress that I paired with a red cardigan and a gold necklace. I let my hair just wavy and I put decent amount of makeup since
kalin didn't like me with makeup on .

"You look very pretty " arianna commented

"Thanks so do you " I said trying to smile

"Let's go don't wanna be late " she says

I nod and we leave my room and I see my mom is not home so we just leave and head for the funeral . It's a hour away but it's worth anything .

"How is Myles Doing ?" I ask her facing her . I notice her grip on the steering wheel tighten

"I wouldn't know... I tried calling him and texting him after what happened but he hasn't replied " she says

"Maybe he just needs time " I say assuring her

"Yeah your right . Where here " she says turning the car off . We get out and we see a lot of people already here and the venue is beautiful

There is a cute little white tent where I suppose where we have a Moment to speak about kalin and also to see him before he goes into the ground . they put beautiful flower.