Kalin white fan fiction

Chapter 17.

Kalin P.O.V

After marissa left the movies I went outside to catch here before she left but I saw her making out with that Dylan guy . I guess she's moved on already .

I sigh in defeat because I wanted to get her jealous making her crawl back to me and we being happy .

I feel someone put there hand around my arm and I look over to see its Bethany . I thought if I took her with me marissa would be extra mad .

"Hey don't worry kalin she doesn't know what she's wants right now "she says

I snort at her comment "really because she looks like she's into Dylan "I say pointing at them kissing still

"She's confused , us girls have mixed emotions when we don't know what we want " she says rubbing my back for support

I smile at Bethany. Even though I want marissa, Bethany is a great girl she deserves someone better than me .

I look at Bethany "Can I ask you something ?" I say

"Yeah what's up " she says shivering

"Wait a second " I say taking off my jacket and giving her it and then she murmur a thank you

"Are we just going to stand there or are you going to ask the question ?" She says laughing

"Anyways I was wondering why you always stay by my side ?" I say putting my arm around her

"Well I was in love once , and i felt like I was the happiest girl in the world .. my ex boyfriend Derek we did everything together and we were dating for 2 years and by then I was the shy girl and you can say he was a bad boy but we feel in love but he wanted sex and I wasn't ready yet and one day i went to visit him because he said he was sick so I walked into his room and he was fucking some girl and I thought my life was over I didn't wanna do anything I was depressed but then I got fed up on how I looked so I change my ways and I got my braces and glasses off and got contacts and that's why I stay beside your side because you don't judge me and your so nice and caring " she says looking down

I see Bethany In a totally different way I don't see the girl who ruin my relationship or the slut of the school... Deep down inside she sweet and has feelings . I smile and hug her and she wraps her hands around me .

"So do you really sleep around or is that just rumors ?" I say curious

"Yeah I don't sleep around that much I do it because that makes the pain go away and makes me forget about Derek but when I with you I don't need to act all sluty and desperate .. I'm myself " she says completely honest and I believe her

"You want me to take you home ?" I say opening the door for her and then I get inside and start the car waiting for her reply

"Yeah that would be nice " she says shaking her head

I nod and she tells me where she lives and I drive into her neighbor hood and its a quiet and peaceful I pull into her house and turn the car off .

She unbuckles her seatbelt "thanks for tonight I had fun "she says

"Me too , I'm picking you up tomorrow for school "I say laughing

"Alright bye kalin "she says going into her house

I drive away i decided to go to marissa house and talk to her about everything.im pretty sure I left before them so I drive really fast and I park my car and I go to her house .

I knock on the door and her mom opens the door and she gives me a small smile . "What can I do for you kalin ?" She says standing by the door

"I'm pretty sure you heard about the whole thing with me and marissa but I just wanna talk to her really fast I was an idiot and I wanted apologize for it " I say