Louis partridge imagines

Trust

Louis partridge
Warning: swearing

Y/n POV:

I hear buzz from across the room, removing me from my thoughts. It had came from Louis phone, he was now in the shower currently.

I knew it was probably an invasion of privacy but I am not the one to trust many people. Of course I trust Louis, well I like to act like I do. My last boyfriend cheated on me and I got completely heart broken over it. I like to think that I'm over it but it's become harder to trust someone.

The shower was still on so I slid off the bed and go to Louis phone. I take a quick look and see the name 'Lara'. I couldn't see what she said because I need a Face ID.

I slide up and see that there was a password. I think about it for a moment before trying something simple. '2222'. Ya that didn't work.

I wonder of more numbers. Until I take a chance of my birthday. It actually worked. That was... unexpected.

Anyways I open messages and start to read through.

Lara
Hi it's Lara from earlier

Louis
Oh hi

Lara
I was planning on coming to London on Tuesday will that's work

Louis
Ya of corse that will work

Lara
Great 😊. Could you maybe pick me up probably 7ish? Also don't tell anyone.

Louis
Yes I can pick you up and I will not tell anyone haha. Well I gotta go but I'll see you soon.

Lara
Ya great can't wait 💙

There were more text of them making plans. I didn't want to assume but it's hard. A few tears start to form in my eyes until. "What are you doing?" A deep voice spoke from behind me.

Shit. I swipe out of the contact and turn off the phone. I turn my body around to face him, he only had a towel around his waist with his hair wet. " uh n-nothing" I stutter over my words.

He comes closer to me and grabs the phone. "were you on my phone?" Louis asked almost shocked yet disappointed.

"n-no" I say quietly.

I knew he didn't believe me. "Bullshit Y/n" his voice raised slightly.

"Fine I-I went on your phone" I confess looking at the ground.

Louis let's put a big sigh of disappointment then walking into the bathroom. Of course I felt bad but at the same time I needed to know. Then the bathroom door opened again. Louis actually had clothes on this time.

" why did you go through my phone Y/n" he raised his voice. It kinda scared me because he never really calls me by my full name.

"I- I don't know" I say slowly.

"That's not a fucking excuse" Louis spoke harshly.

"ok you know what yes I went through your phone. You got a notification and it was a girl so of course I got suspicious. Then I saw the messages Louis. Who the fuck is Lara" I raised my voice at him.

"Y/n it's a invasion of my privacy. I don't get it, do you not trust me or something" Louis yelled back hurt.

"no Louis I don't. I don't trust many people. I try to trust you I really do but I just can't" I yell my voice breaking slightly at the end.

Louis look like I just broke his heart. We both had tear forming in our eyes. A tear fell from Louis eyes as he quietly whipped it. "I'm sorry" I say walking over to Louis slowly.

"I'm going to spend the night at S-Sam's" he said upset walking grabbing his bag, walking out of the room. I quickly jogged after him.

"Louis wait-" I cry after him.

" just fuck off y/n" he said looking me in my eyes. With that he slammed the door leaving me in the cold London apartment.

Time want by. It was like I was waiting for Louis to come back even though I know he's with his friends. I still wanted to know he was safe so I called him.

It went straight to voicemail " h-hi it's uh Y/n. I'm checking to make sure you got there safe. Can you maybe text me or something so I don't worry. J-just know that I love you. And I always will. I'm probably going to go the bed now so goodnight. Text me in the morning? Or-Or not I don't know." I cry making my words as steady as possible. I put down the phone and lay in the cold bed.

( time skip: 9:00 am)

I slowly hear the bedroom door open, I turn in the bed staring at the ceiling. I rub my eyes sitting up in the bed with my back against the headboard.

I see a blurry vision of Louis sitting at the end of the bed. I start to wake up more and crisscross legs. He glances over in my direction. We sit in silent a for a few minutes till I spoke "Lou".

He sighs and looks up at me. His eyes were red and puffy. "I don't get it" Louis's raspy voice spoke. I stay silent not really knowing what to say. "I mean all I do is love you and care for you. Then you don't even trust me" his sad voice sad. A tear slowly falling down his left eye.

I come closer to him and wipe it. "Louis I have no right to not trust you. But it's hard for me lou, it's really hard. It's hard to trust someone after being hurt so badly" I put a hand through his soft hair. "And you are nothing like him. You are sweet and calm and you actually love me. And I love you" I place my leg over his lap.

He keeps his head down, staying silent. "Wh-what can I do for you to trust me" his voice breaking slightly.

My heart crunches at his voice. " I don't know. I-it's not your fault it's mine. Like I said I just have trouble trusting people" I say my eyes starting to water. I felt bad to put him in this position.

Silent fills the room and we sat here. Until Louis spoke quietly "so what now" he lifts his head to me.

I think for a moment. Louis had down everything for me. He is actually heartbroken over the fact I don't trust him. That's when something clicked in my brain. He really is upset that I don't trust him then I should be able to. He is a different person from my ex.

I go closer to him to sit on his lap. I straddle him then put my hands on the sides of his neck. " I'm sorry" I almost whisper, a few falling down my check.

Louis's face forms a confused expression yet hurt. "W-what do you mean" he says.

"You don't deserve this. You don't deserve to deal with my shit. I'm sorry. I really am. I am a complete mess Louis" I cry looking at him. He raps his arms around me rubbing circles on my back. I pull up and look at him. "I trust you. I think it's hard to let myself trust you. But I do. I know thats not a reason to go through you phone anything. God I'm so sorry for that" I sigh letting the tears fall.

"Sh sh love listen" he spoke softly in my ear. I leave my head on his shoulder still listen to him. "you listening?" Louis asked with a small laugh at the end. I nodded my head 'yes'. "ok haha well. I love you too and I get it ok. You need some time and I understand. But Y/n all I want is for you trust me ok?" I sigh at his words. "can you look at me darling?" He said rubbing my back. I pull up and look him in his eyes. He smiles lightly and kisses my lips. I felt almost relieved that he was no longer mad. "but Y/n you can't just go through my phone alright. Of course I don't have anything to hide but it's a invasion of privacy" he spoke looking at me.

I look down and nod " ya I'm sorry" my voice breaking.

"Hey it's ok" he whispers.

" I don't want ask but-" I say nervous.

" she is issie's friend. She wanted to come and surprise her that's why we were texting" Louis interrupted.

I nod my head guilty. "can we just lay down" I whisper.

A smile comes onto Louis face before nod. He picks me up laying me on my back. Placing his body weight on top of me.

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Y/n got trust issues or somethin

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