Coming out

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Louis partridge
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Y/n POV:
Sitting on my bed thinking. I was contemplating coming out as bisexual to my boyfriend Louis. I was nervous if he wouldn't expect me or would break up with me. Thoughts filling my head as I hear a buzz from my phone making be jolt out of my thoughts.

I turn to see that Louis had texted me. One more thing is that I've been canceling on him a lot and avoiding him.

Louis 👨‍🎨
Hello love, you wanna maybe have a movie night or go star gazing?

I sigh looking at the next.

Y/n 🧝‍♀️
I can't today sorry

Louis 👨‍🎨
Come on, I haven't seen you and I miss you

I thought for a moment ' one night that's it'

Y/n 🧝‍♀️
Ok fine let's go star gazing. When?

Louis 👨‍🎨
30 minutes ish?

I responded with a 'ya'. It was about 6:00 pm right now so I got up to get ready. I put on a sweater of Louis and a long skirt.

It's been about 35 minutes sense I've heard from Louis. Stressing if this is the time I should tell him or not. Then I hear my knock on the door. I turn my head and walk down stairs to open the front door.

"Hi" I say nervously breathing more heavy than usual.

" hello love" Louis's deep voice spoke coming closer giving me a kiss and a hug. "Ready?" He asked leaning away from me. I nodded grabbing my bag and closing the door.

We get in the car while Louis begins driving. He puts his hand in my lap as I fiddle with his fingers. My leg starts shaking up and down, I try to stop it. "are you ok darling" Louis asked worried.

I smile "oh uh ya everything is fine".

(Time skip)

Me and Louis were now laying on a blanket in some field. I haven't talked much, I kept spacing out and bitting my nails.

" Y/n" Louis breaks the silence next to me.

"Y-ya" I speak quietly.

He turn to lay on his side, putting an around my waist pulling me closer. I look up at him as he starts to speak " what's up with you. You are all quiet and it's seems like something on your mind."

"Louis I'm fine ok? I just have a lot going on" I mutter the last part.

" like what? Talk to me" he begs.

I sit up look at he field in front of us. I think for a moment " ca-can you just take me home please" my voice breaks slightly.

Louis sits up and lifts me chin to face him. I don't even try to fake smile. He looks into my eyes for a moment before nodding. " ya ya come on" he lets the conversation go.

Driving home now was different than before. There seemed to have more tension in the air. Louis didn't put his hand in mine or even let me play with it.

As we pull up to my house Louis looks out his window. I felt guilty for making his upset at me for not telling me what's going on. I take off my seatbelt and put my hand on his shoulder than rub it up to his neck. He doesn't really acknowledge me so I get out of the car and walk to his side. I open the door making him look at me.

"Hey" I spoke quietly putting my hand on his neck as his head goes against the headrest and he looks up.

He finally turns to me, I smile softly at him. "I love you ok?" I almost whispering.

" I-I love you too" Louis's tired voice says. I lean in to kiss him but he turn his head last second making me kiss his check.

I step back a little upset. I mumble a 'bye' before walking into my house.

(Time skip: the next day)

I was in my car sitting outside Louis house. 'I can do this' I repeat to myself. The goal was to tell him I'm bi. I sigh and open the car door, having the soft breezes hit my face . I walk to the front door and hesitated knock. Seconds later Millie opens the door. " Y/n hey" she says almost surprised.

" hey uh is Louis here" I question.

" uh ya here come on in" Millie says opening the door more to let me in.

I start to walk to Louis bedroom till Millie stops me "uh he's kinda been in a mood the last few days so just to let you know" she smiles at me.

" oh thanks" I smile at her continue walking to his room.

I knock on his door "who is it" his voice harshly through the door speaks.

I open the door looking down. "hey" I say lifting my head to see him.

He immediately sits up straight. " what are you doing here" he says annoyed. I ignore him as I take off my shoes closing the door and walking over to his bed. I lay next to him.

I think for a moment. "I- uh need to tell you something" I say nervously as I hold onto the pillow under me. Louis turn to face me more so he's sitting in front is me. " I- I am just scared that when I tell you this you won't want to be with me anymore" I spoke, my voice shaking.

Louis's face turn very worried. " ar-are you like cheating on me" his voice creaks.

My eyes widen and I sit up " no no Louis I'm not cheating on you" I smile at him. I lay back down and so does Louis. He eyes me suspiciously. I turn my head into the pillow a few tears starting to fall "I uh I'm bisexual".

The room goes silent for a moment. Till " ok" I hear Louis spoke laying a hand on my lower back. I slowly lift my head from the pillow worried. Louis quickly pulls me closer to him " hey don't cry love" he says whipping my tears.

" y-your not angry" I asked worried.

Louis smiles at me and kiss me "no love, I'm not mad. I'm happy ok. I'm happy that you found yourself. I love you and I always will no matter who you are attracted to" he reassures me. I nodded and smiled at him. "You are still mine right?" Louis asked worried.

I smile at him while sitting up and raping my arms around him. " yes I'm still yours" I giggle at him.

" good" I hear him mumble as he hugs me laying me down on my back. I smile at his worried feelings and let out a sigh of relief.

Louis lifts up so he hovering over me. He leans down and placing his soft lips on mine. I smile into the kiss put my hands in his hair.

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