Louis partridge imagines

Lost Spark

Louis partridge
Warning: swearing, mention of sex

Y/n POV:

Maybe we have lost our spark. Maybe both of us might just be getting tired of each other. Now me and Louis have been living with each other for about 6 months now. Even though he doesn't see a problem, I just feel like we aren't as involved anymore. I mean of course we spend time together, but it's different.

Maybes it's because we haven't been on a date or had any romantic moments. Might be because we don't even cuddle as much.

Now we are sitting at the dinner table, in silent. The sound of the our forks hitting the glass plates. "You alright" Louis says notice me run through my head with thoughts.

"Ya ya I'm fine" I glance up at him. Minutes pass I am too caught up in my thoughts to eat. "Hey Lou?" I speak lightly.

His head snaps in my direction "ya" he says.

Placing down my fork, leaning back in my chair I start to speak nervously "d-do you think we lost our spark?".

A big sigh comes from Louis "uh no. I don't think so" he says unsure. "Do you?" he places his fork down.

I shrug my shoulders as an answer. If he didn't think so I'm probably just overthinking. I didn't want to offend him by saying I did.

"Do you think think we lost our spark?" he asked again this time making me look up at him.

"I don't know" I mumble my eyes staring at the food.

"Are you l-like bored or something" he says in disbelief.

"No no of course not Louis" I answer immediately. His full name accidentally slipping off my tongue. This took him by surprise.

"Ok then what's the problem" he raises his voice looking at me, almost mad? I don't understand why he's getting upset.

"Listen just forget it alright. I don't wanna fight" I say grabbing my plate and drink heading towards the kitchen.

Louis comes up after me "I can't up forget it Y/n. You brought up the subject so let's talk about it" he says getting more annoyed. Turning off the water to the sink, I turn to him. "Do you think we lost our spark. Yes or no" he says calmly.

I take a deep breath "yes".

"Why" he squeezes lips together into a line.

"I'm not sure. Maybe we just" I take a moment to speak "maybe we just need to go out" I finish my voice shaky.

"Wh-what do you mean 'go out'" Louis almost yells. Running a hand through his hair.

"Like a date Louis. Just something. Something romantic. I think we just need to do something together. Because right now we aren't really doing anything" I raise my voice, holding onto the counter for balance.

"What does that mean" he yells again.

"Something loving" I shout, my eyes start to build with tears. "Right now we are acting like just friends living together. I want- I want more than that" I shout.

"J-just friends? what" he mumbles in confused.

"Come on Louis. When was the last time we really laughed about something o-or even made out. Or had sex for gods sake" I say. "Or even cuddled" holding back tears my voice breaks.

He stands there there for a second, thinking. Silents fills the room, both of us not knowing what to say.

My eyes become heavy "I-I need to go to bed. We can talk more about this in the morning" I speak softly walking past him and up to our bedroom.

Continuing my night, cleaning my face then changing into my pajamas. Once I come back from the bedroom Louis also walks in. He must up already changed his clothes I thought to myself. We both walk over to the bed.

It was in the corner of the room so Louis always had the wall side and I had the edge. Opening the covers, motioning Louis to get in. He walks closer to me, and kisses my forehead, then slides into the bed. The small jester freezes me, sometimes I forget how much I miss him.

I close my eye for a second, then sit on the bed "you ready for the lights" I say glance back. He hums a response then I turn off the light. The room goes pitch black.

twisting and turning in the bed, finally I just sit up. Looking around the dark room. A hand comes to my back causing me to jolt slightly. I look at Louis confused "lay on my chest" he mumbles dozing off to sleep again.

Placing my head on his chest. The sound of his steady heart beat slowly making me fall asleep. "I love you you know" Louis says before speaking again. "I know we fight. I know we aren't as fun as we used to be. Maybe your right. Maybe we did lose our spark. But I really really don't want to believe that. Do you think it's possible to get it back some how" his voice breaks at the end.

I lift my head to look at him. Tears at the rim of his eye, "hey" I whisper placing my hand on his check. "I do think we can get it back. Ya we aren't teenagers anymore but I think we just need to spend more time together. Really time. Not just being in the same room" I say.

He nods at my answer, wrapping his arms around my waist "come here" he mumbles, pulling me closer.

I laugh slightly placing my head in his neck. I missed this, small smiles on both our lips, taking in his sent, his warmth, his arms wrapped around me. "I missed this" I tell him.

"Me too" he says rubbing my back. "Goodnight my love" he kisses my shoulder.

"Goodnight" I say back coming even closer.

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