Louis partridge imagines

 Beauty

Louis partridge
Warning: self belittle, self hate, body dysmorphia

You are all beautiful!!!

3nd POV:

Her body was memorizing but that was different in her eyes. She scans her body for hours a night, sometimes a few tears falling. Her mind constantly thinking about what she looked like to other people.

Sliding down her shorts for a second, her body shown in the mirror. Her skin start to relative the stretch marks on her hip. A few shown between her legs.

She was always aware of the marks but never really thought much of it till recently. They started to get darker and darker.

Am I gaining weight? She thought to her self many times. It became harder and harder to look at herself in the mirror. She questioned if Louis felt disgusted by her marks.

Redressing herself, wearing a pair of sweat pants and Louis's sweater. She gets into her car then leaves her house to Louis's.

Opening the door to his bedroom, Louis laid comfortable in his bed. Gray covers wrapped around his body. His eyes focused on his phone, he glances over to y/n as she walks in.

"There you are" he smiles moving to the other side of the bed making space for her.

"Hi" she mumbles laying down on the side of the bed. His arms immediately go around her waist, pulling the covers over her body.

He places his head on her chest, his hand running down legs. Squeezing slightly on her high thigh. Rubbing up and down for a second, y/n grabbed his hand and placed his hand on the bed next to her.

She felt insecure at his touches. His hand traveled down again, his thumb on her inner thigh. She grabbed his hand harshly placing it on the her. Letting out a annoyed sigh, his head slowly turns up to look at her.

Moving his head more on her shoulder "what are you doing" he whisper wrapping his arms around her body more.

"What" she mumbles confused at his words.

Louis let's out a sigh, replacing his head on her chest again. "What do you wanna do today" he glancing up to Y/n. She shrugs her shoulders as an answer, "wanna go to the beach" he offers.

"N-no not really" she sighs. The thought of having to wear a bikini right now was not her goal. She really just wanted to wear clothes that hide her body.

"Why not it will be fun" he sits up to look at her.

She thought for a moment. He was really excited and she didn't want to bring down his mood. "Fine" she give in making Louis smiles brightly.

"It will be fun I promise" he laughs getting out of the bed to get ready.

She nods her head turning into the bed more. Her hands travel down to her thigh, squeezing her inner thigh.

Tears build in her eyes glancing over to see if Louis was in the room. He wasn't, he was in the bathroom with the door closed.

She turns back to the pillow. A tear slipping out of her eye. She wasn't very ready to show off her body to Louis or anyone else. Trying to gulp down a set of tears but fails.

A sob leaves her lips making Louis head snap in her direction.

He quickly walks to her small body, placing a hand on her shoulder. She turned around so Louis could see the tears steaming down her face.

Immediately pulling her into his arms, rubbing circles on her back. "Sh Sh" he mumbles into her ear.

Y/ns arms wrap around his neck, as Louis hands fall to her hips. Both of them making the hug tighter, squeezing slightly. "What's wrong love" he tangles his hands in her hair.

"I'm not beautiful" she mumbles into his shoulder.

Louis immediately pulls away, looking into her broken eyes. "What darling yes you are" he kisses her check, wiping her tears. She shakes her head 'no' not wanting to believe what he's saying. "You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen y/n. Your beautiful smiles. Your laugh, your personality, your body" he continues to praise her.

"I don't think so lou" she mumbles letting out a sob at the end.

"Come here" he pulls her up so she was standing.

She lets out sigh out of annoyance, "what are you doing?" rubbing her eyes she says.

"Come on" he stands behind her, making her walk towards the mirror. She turns her head away trying to avoid eye contact. "Love look" he mumbles holding her chin to look in the mirror.

As he goes though the different beautiful parts of her body y/ns mood starts to lighten. "But my stretch marks lou" she examines the marks on her body.

"Darling those are normal. And they are just as beautiful as the rest of you" he whisper in her ear. She takes a moment for a second to look at her body again. Maybe it isn't that bad, She thinks to herself.

Turning into Louis's chest, slipping her arms around his waist. His arms go to her shoulder rubbing up and down her back. "Thank you" she mumbles looking up to him.

A small smile comes onto his face as they make eye contact. "We don't have to go to the beach if you feel uncomfortable" he bens down a little bit.

"No no it's ok I wanna go" she smiles pulling away from the hug "just let me get ready" she walks to the bathroom to change into her bikini.

Louis sits on the bed taking out his phone waiting for her. Minutes later she comes out her arms wrapped around her stomach.

As she gets closer to Louis he looks up. Freezing for a second, memorized by her body. He quickly snaps out of the haze, pulling on her arms to let go. "Your beautiful" he reminds her as she lets down her arms.

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YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL

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