Fallen Star (BOTDF Adopted Me?)

I'm Terrified...

**Ryan P.O.V**

        We looked all day for Ash and Cam... We checked everywhere in the park and any place within 20 miles of the park. We searched until we were to exhausted to continue and forced ourselves to go home for some shut-eye, but we started up the very next day. The next day, Candy, Gage, and everyone was out there searching... I smiled a little to myself, knowing that Ashley had such good friends looking out for her.
       
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        Hours went by, I was starting to panic again... I was shaking and sweating, even though it was a cool day in October... My breathing was also speeding up, and my heart felt like it were about to burst right out of my chest... Yet, I pushed myself to keep looking for them.. It's almost like, my life depended on it.
        Taking in a deep breath, I continued walking ahead, looking in clues to help us find Ash and Cam. Before I could walk any further, a hand wrapped itself around my forearm. I jumped and spun around with my free arm raised in a tight fist.
        "Woah, Ryan calm down... You're really on edge.." Jayy said softly as he released my arm.
        I looked down and rubbed the back of my neck as I nodded to him. I looked back up and his brown eyes met mine, he gave me a soft smile before reaching out and gripping my shoulder.
        "Go home and calm down, okay? We'll come by and get you when we've found them."
        I sighed and tried to protest, but he wouldn't let me stay. Giving up, I turned and headed back to their house.

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        I was sitting in Ashley's room with my arms on my knees and my head in my hands, deep in thought... We'll find them right? I'm more than sure we will... Ash will do anything to protect Cam, and i'm sure that Cody person is the one who took them.... So he won't immediately kill Ash.... I shuttered at the thought of losing both of them... I honestly don't know what I'd be able to if they were killed. I know I wouldn't be able to move on or anything. Sighing, I laid back and closed my eyes as a tear slowly slid down my cheek. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the item it contained... A recent flash-back popped into my head as I toyed with the box.
        
-Flash-back-

        I smiled a little and continued speaking. "Soo... Um.. This is kind of weird... But what's your opinion on marriage?"
        I watched as she rose her eyebrows in surprise, but she simply shrugged her shoulders and looked up at the ceiling. "I don't know... I think marriage is a beautiful thing, but if you're talking about me getting married... Heh, I don't really know.... I guess i'll have to find the perfect guy who'll be right for me and a perfect father to Cam." 
        I nodded slightly at her answer then looked down a little. "But the idea is still up in the air, right?" 
         "Pretty much." She said as she smiled a little.

-End of Flash-back-
        
        I must have fallen asleep, because I was quickly woken up by the sound of the front door opening... Not even looking outside or at the time, I quickly stood up and turning my back towards the door as foot-steps slowly approached it... My heart was beating quickly and my hands started to sweat... Finally, the door creaked open. I smiled to myself and started to turn around.
        "Ashley... I know what you said about marriage, but I wanted to know it you..." I stopped talking once I saw who it was that came into the room.
        Dahvie looked at me with tears rimming his eyes. My eyes widened and I dropped the box as I fell to my knees... He knelt down next to me and pulled me into a tight embrace as I let all the emotions I had bottled up inside flow... I sobbed and sobbed until I couldn't produce anymore tears. That's when I pulled away from Dahvie and ran my fingers through my hair. He let out a soft sigh then gently patted my back.
        "We have posters of them up all over town... And they'll be sending out AMBER Alerts for the next few days." He said softly before he stood up and quickly headed out the door.
        They didn't find them... We've searched for two days with no clues or leads... I sighed and threw myself onto the bed again... I buried my head into the pillow and forced myself to fall asleep again... I have to say, the only "good" thing that happened today was that the police had put up "Missing" posters and they'll be sending out an "AMBER Alert" for the next few days.... As thoughts of seeing Ash and Cam again flooded my mind, I slowly drifted off into a light and dreamless sleep.

(Sorry for the short update!! But I need torture methods, ones that'll cause pain but not death! I know that sounds evil and everything but... Yeahhhh, it's greatly appreciated! Thanks again!! <3 <3 )