Fallen Star (BOTDF Adopted Me?)

What Have I Done...?

-5 months later (Sorry for all the time-skips)-

I growled as I looked into my full-body mirror. It's been 5 months since my dads and I found out I was pregnant, and I've haven't grown any bigger in size since that day. Every time I see my belly, I think of when Cody kneed me in the stomach... He probably killed the baby. I kinda hope he did, it's not like I didn't want a baby in the first place, and i've done some... Pretty bad things when I got out of the hospital... Let's say that I started hanging out with the wrong crowd and now I do at least 2 or 3 lines of crack cocaine and sometimes I do heroin or ecstasy at least every day. My dads don't know, of course, and they'll never find this one out hopefully... They'll have my ass if they find out. But anyway, enough about my bad habits, let's get back on track... Cody was arrested for rape in the 1st and 2nd degree, domestic violence in the 3rd degree, and... If this baby really is dead, he'll be charged with murder and his sentence will be lengthened... Either way, there's no chance of him ever getting near me again, thank goodness...
"Ashley... Dinner is ready." Dad (Jayy) called from downstairs.
I sighed softly and was about to tell him that I wasn't hungry, but remembered the last time I lied about not being hungry. I sighed softly and walked out of my room and slowly made my way down the stairs, but stopped about half way when I felt something warm and wet start to trickle down my legs. I growled and started to climb back up the stairs, thinking I wet myself somehow, but when I took a step up a huge jolt of pain pulsed through my body. I groaned and held onto the railing of the stairs and leaned down a little.
"Ow, ow, ow..." I muttered under my breath as another thing of liquid tricked down my leg.
"Ash..... Ashley! What's wrong??" Dad (Dahvie) said as he gently hugged me close.
"M-My water broke...." I whispered as he supported me. His eyes widened a little as he turned toward the kitchen and yelled to Jayy the news and told him to get a large towel. Jayy shouted back a response and followed Dahvie and I outside to the car. Jayy laid the towel out in the backseat and both of them helped my sit down on it before they quickly ran and got into the front.

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I groaned as the doctors helped lay me down on the hospital bed, once everything had settled down both of my dads took seats on my left and my right side. Dahvie held my hand and allowed me to squeeze it every time a contraction hit while Jayy held my head close to his chest. I swear, his heart was beating as fast, if not faster, then mine. I winced softly and looked up at Jayy with tears in my eyes.
"I-I'm so sorry...." I said as I squeezed Dahvies hand again.
He looked down and shushed me. "It's OK... It isn't your fault hun..." he said as he kissed my forehead.
I smiled softly and looked down at the doctor who started explaining everything that would be happening.

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I fell back onto the bed as I gave one final push. Sweat poured from every point on my body, believe it or not, I feel like I just had a major 12 hour work-out. I took in a few shaking breaths and looked up at my dads, their faces were pale and they were sweaty like me. I giggled softly and looked up at the ceiling. Thank goodness this was finally over, but the bigger challenge was about to begin.
"Miss Vanity.... Your sons were born two months early...." The doctor said softly as he started to wrap the twins in blue blankets.
"B-But they're OK.... R-Right??" I stuttered, looking him dead in the eye. "Oh my goodness... They're alive?? Actually alive?? Oh my... All the things i've done while I was pregnant....."
"Um.... One won't even make it through the night Miss Vanity..."
"Wh-What???"
"Tell me.... Did you do any drugs while you were pregnant?? Did you drink or do anything..?" He asked, eyeing me.
I looked up at my dads worried and concerned faces then I looked at the doctor again. "No sir.... But, about 5 months ago... The "father" kneed me in the stomach... I'm guessing he hit the baby......" I said softly.
The doctor nodded and handed the twins over to me, they looked so small and sickly... Did I honestly do this to them? Was this all my fault?? I sighed softly and hugged them close, after a few seconds they started twitching. My eyes widened and I held them closer to my body so my dads wouldn't notice. Oh my.... What.....