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HALFTIME

MARIAS POV

The whole first halftime the only thing I could think of was Diogo. Why did he do this. I never wanted to see him again when he broke up with me. But all the things he said today, seemed so real. As if he really meant it. My life sucks. I can't be happy. I have an amazing boyfriend, but then again, my brother hates him. Then I'm happy again living with my boyfriend and having the best nights of my life, and all of a sudden my ex boyfriend appears. What is wrong with my life?
Thanks to god, the referee blew the whistle. I went back into the hallway, heading to the locker room, as I bumped into someone, and my coffee went all over his shirt. His jersey. I looked up. My luck, Diogo  (sarcasm).
He screamed a bit as the hot coffee burned his chest. I laughed. He deserved this so bad. But as if god hates me, Diogo put off his jersey and stood in front of me. He changed. A lot. When we broke up, he was a small boy, now he is a man with muscles. A lot of muscles. It would be a lie to say that I didn't like what I was seeing. I missed this, to be honest. But maybe I didn't miss it. He was my first love. My first real love. You never forget about your first love. He came nearer and pushed me to the wall. He rubbed his crutch against my leg. I wanted to scream for help, but he held a hand on my mouth as he kissed my neck. Why was he doing this. It's not like he was going to change my feelings by raping me. The bad but also good thing, he remembered my sweet spot. I tried not to moan. I really didn't want to do this.
Suddenly, when he put his hand away because he thought I liked it. I screamed as loud as I could all the names that came into my head.
''RAFA! NEYMAR! LEO! DANI! JORDI! SERGIO!!!'' Yes.  I screamed Sergio even louder.
He put his hand on my mouth again. But then someone pushed him away and Diogo landed on the floor. Neymar. He is always defending me. He is the best. I fell into his arms as he rubbed my back, trying to keep me calm. Everyone is doing this, it's not keeping my calm at all.
Suddenly the whole team stood there and were worried about me, but I just cried onto Neymars shoulder. Once I relaxed a bit, I turned around, seeing Rafinha pushing Diogo to a wall and nearly choking him.
''Never! NEVER TOUCH MY GIRLFRIEND AGAIN!'' he screamed at him.
As a result of Rafas hand pressing against Diogos neck, the only thing he could do was whispering:
''Oh, she's your girlfriend but kisses her ex? You can't imagine the things she can do with her tongue'' Rafinha beat him. Once. Twice.
''And uh her body, I was there before you, you know that?''
The third hit straight into his face.
Before he collapsed, he added ''Her family will always want me to be her husband. Not you, you disgusting brazilian''. Rafinha pushed him against the wall once again. I couldn't watch this.
I had to go somewhere else. I ran out of the Camp Nou, and drove away. I didn't even know where I was driving. I just wanted to get out of here. I drove to Barceloneta. The beach district of Barcelona. I sat down on a rock near the beach and I cried my eyes out. I sat there for about 2 hours, when I heard someone coming nearer. It didn't bothered me at all. A murderer would be fine too. It would all be easier then.
''Mrs. Carnicer, you shouldn't be sitting here all alone, you know, it's dangerous out here.''
I recognized him by the voice. I giggled. I needed him so bad. He sat down next to me.
''Oh Mr. Da Silva Santos Júnior, you're brave. Staying near me isn't a good idea, wherever I'm at, there are people fighting, or crying.'' I said trying not to cry as I looked at the sunset
Neymar laughed. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me tight
''Oh Mia, tu eres mi favorita, you shouldn't be so sad.'' I smiled. He really became my best friend.
- ''Neymar?''
''Tell me''
- ''Do you think I should stay at Barcelona?''
''Yes.''
- ''And if we weren't best friends, would you think I should go back to Reus or maybe I should leave the countr...''
''You're not going to leave! Mìa you have an amazing boyfriend, amazing friends and an amazing job. You always wanted to be here, you should stay!''
- ''But I came here because of my brother. I wanted to spend time with him, live with him, now I don't even talk to him anymore. Since I'm here everything became difficult. I haven't talked to my mom for such a long time, not to mention my dad! I miss my family. I miss Sergio. I haven't talked to my best friends in Reus or Sevilla. They're all hating me for not texting them. I miss my dog. I miss everything.''
''What about Rafinha?''
- ''I love him, Neymar, more than anything other on the planet. He is my life. I couldn't imagine living without him. He is my one and only. And I'm so thankful for all the moments we spent together, I couldn't wish for a better boyfriend. But then again, since we're in a relationship everythings difficult. My brother hates me, as a result of Rafinha being my boyfriend,  Sergio almost killed you and I don't have my own space. You know what I mean? Maybe I'm just not ready for this..''
''Ready for..?''
-''Being a wag.. I'm 19 Ney. I want to travel, I want to see the world. I want to spend time with friends. Except the other wags, I don't have any girl friends here. I'm spending the whole day at the Camp Nou or at Rafas house. That's not the life I looked forward to.''

As we talked, the sun went down and it was all dark. Neymar drove me home with my car and he left his car at the beach in a parking lot.
When I came home, I tried to act as normal as I could. I didn't want Rafinha to know that I cried even more. I went through the whole house, but I couldn't find him. I went upstairs to the roof, where he sat all alone looking above Barcelona. I hugged him from behind as I realized that he was crying. I turned his head to me and wiped his tears away.
''Baby why are you crying it's all good'' I kissed his forehead.
- ''Nothing's good Marìa. This doesn't work.''
What. did. he . just . say..
''A..are you breaking up with me?'' I stottered.
- ''Maybe it would be all better if...''
''No Rafinha please don't do this to me.'' I realized that my heart started racing as I shook my head again and again and again.  I know that I was saying the same to Neymar. But I was happy with Rafinha. I just wasn't happy here.
- ''You're losing your family because of me. People from your past are coming back here and I can't  even protect you. What kind of boyfriend am I Mìa?''
''You want an answer? An honest answer?''
He nodded
''You are the best boyfriend I could wish for. I know that things are difficult and that these things are stressing you, and me. But we can do this. And yes, I may lost my brother because of you. But that's not your fault, are you listening to me? It's not your fault. He's the one who isn't respecting my decisions. It's not your fault. And please don't break up with me Rafinha''. Tears ran down my face. ''I beg you don't you dare breaking up with me. I'm a mess without you.''

So we both sat there. On a rooftop at midnight. Crying. We both knew that everything was going to change.

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Hey guuuys! So yeah I don't have headache anymore and I had so many ideas today, so that I was going to write on!
I hope you like it! Don't forget to vote, comment and also read the other chapters, like, so many people forgot the read the chapter ''Wags'' which is like one of the best, in my opinion haha. But whatever, os amo!

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