The days went by very fast and with every day I missed Rafinha more and more. Earlier the NT flew to the netherlands for the friendly match and I went back to Madrid with the sub21. I spent most of the time with Gayá, Héctor and Deulofeu since they're the only boys I know there haha. Samper spends more time with the younger boys. I sat in my room and scrolled through my instagram and checked comments under my pictures.
Now I can understand why you hate Manu Gavassi!! someone commented. I read every single comment and switched to her instagram site to see that she posted a video from her concert. She wrote an ''R'' on her hand and sang the song ''Odeio''. It's that love song she wrote for Rafinha back then. Oh girl, you want a war. I put my hair in a ponytail because they were horrible today. I started filming as I sang ''Te he echado de menos'' by Pablo Albóran. You only have 15 seconds for a video on instagram so I decided to pick the line that means the most to me.
''Te he echado de menos todo este tiempo he pensado en tú sonrisa y en tú forma de caminar
Te he echado de menos he soñado el momento de verte aquí a mi lado dejándote llevar' (translation at the end)I was about to post it but I changed the caption into '' Te echo de menos mi amor (I miss you my love)''
Soon a lot of people commented things like ''You and Rafa are 1000 times better than him and Manu''
and they all used the hashtag Miafinha what made me laugh so hard to be honest. I was scrolling through all the comments and than I found this one comment I was searching for. ''Cant wait to sing with you again princesa, te amo'' I love this guy. I love him so much. And I miss him. Thinking about him makes me so sad, you can't imagine. I realized that my eyes filled with tears and slowly they rolled down my cheeks. I was about to cry myself to sleep but than someone knocked on my door. I opened it and laid back in bed.
''I saw the video and I knew you would cry afterwards'' Héctor said as he sat down next to me and played with my hair. ''Why do I miss him so much? I mean, he'll be back in a couple of days, right? It's not like he is gone forever.'' - ''Because you love him idiota, it's normal''
''is it?'' I whined. ''Yes it is'' he said and placed a kiss on my forehead. I rolled my eyes and put the blanket over my head. ''I've missed you all the time even though I know we would come to Madrid together.'' Oh this boy. I sat up. ''You know what I don't understand? Why didn't you tell me? I mean when I was with you in London I wasn't with Rafinha anymore, you could've just told me'' I said looking deep into his brown eyes. But no they weren't brown, they were hazel. Not even hazel. More like green...I don't know how to describe this eye color. ''Well, I knew that you still loved him. I wanted to tell you when you broke up with Diogo'' -''he broke up with me'' - ''yes whatever. I wanted to tell you back then and I wanted to come to Barcelona but than I saw pictures of you and Rafinha. I didn't want to destroy this you know.'' he answered and looked at his hands. Before I could speak up he grabbed my hand. "So what is miss Alcántara doing in the next days?" he asked trying to be as happy as he could. I told him about my plans on going to Reus. I didn't have any nerves to watch the other matches of spain in the stadium. I'm in the stadium every weekend. Sometimes you need a break. (a/n yes I know that we all would be so freaking happy if we could go to the Camp Nou every single weekend haha but I think it's something else as a wag)
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After some time I decided to say goodbye to everyone and I don't know why but Gayá wanted to drive me to the airport so badly and he didn't let me call a taxi, so yes, here I am, sitting in a car with José Gayá. He talked to me about Valencia and how this german boy is so good and I didn't even listen to him to be honest. I wanted to go home. I want to see my mama. When we arrived at the airport Gayá locked the doors. I didn't understand and looked at him with a confused face. Before I could speak up he grabbed my hand. And came nearer until our foreheads nearly touched. "You're happy with Rafa, right?" he asked and I nodded. "And you're getting married soon, right?" I nodded again. "Well I'm happy for you but I have to do something." before I could even think about it our lips met and he kissed me for idk 10 seconds maybe. I know I should've backed down but he was a good kisser, like a really good kisser. He was the first to stop the kiss. "I just wanted you to kiss the man that will receive the Ballon d'Or one day, we both know that Rafa never will" he said and I just shook my head and laughed. "You're dumb " I laughed and wanted to go out of the car but he kissed me once again. I backed down and he just added "you can still take me up on my offer". I know that he meant the offer with the spanish boys and I just laughed. "I'll see you at my wedding" I laughed and winked at him as I went out of the car. He just bit his lip. You might think that I should be ashamed right now because I kissed someone else but it's a secret. No one is going to find out. I was about to get my bags out of the trunk but Gayá was already there to get it for me. "Too heavy for you little girl" he said as he winked at me. I took one bag and he took the other and we went into the airport. I knew where I had to go, it's always the same with the flights from Sevilla to Reus. I think I flew at least 50 times from Sevilla to Reus or the other way around. I checked in and stuff and before I went to the control thing I hugged Gayá once again. "Thanks Gayá, you're an aaaawesome friend" I said and smiled at him afterwards. "and kisser" he whispered into my ear. As I went on I did the shh-gesture and he did the same.
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"Mamá! Papá! I'm Hooome!" I screamed as I entered the house. I don't have many memories with this house since the greatest things happened in Sevilla but this house was so beautiful. My mom ran into my arms and my dad gave me a kiss on the forehead. They asked billions of questions about the spanish boys and about Rafinha but I just ran upstairs to jump ontop of my brother who slept in his old bed. "Time to get up you lazy boy, Luis won't wait for you" I laughed and Sergi just hugged me. "How has it been you wannabe brasileira?" he asked with his sleepy voice and I boxed him softly. It soon turned into a little fight and we had to laugh so much until we realized that our mother filmed everything. "I'm so happy to see you two together again" she said and Sergi pulled me into his arms. As mom went out of the room again we talked about everything and I made sure that the guys took care of me. So I want to spare the rest of the days to you because Reus is nothing compared to Barcelona and Sevilla. All we did is eat. So on Wednesday me and Sergi went back to Barcelona and Rafinha was still in Brazil. Neymar returned yesterday. After training we had a lot of fun and everyone had something to talk about and Jordi, Pique and Co were also back. But then as Neymar scrolled through his phone he suddenly asked "Uh María do you have a new friend?" with a smirk on his face. I looked confused and I wanted to grab his phone but he held it up high and I was way to small to grab it. I started jumping and then he added "who is this mysterious José Gayá?" he said and I stopped jumping. Jordi coughed and they all faced him.
"It's only a player from the sub23, that's it." Pique said and I nodded
-"Why did he drove you to the airport then?"
"He drove you?! Does this boy even have a driving license?" Jordi nearly screamed but calmed down.
"It's not like he's the dumbest guy on earth Jordi"
-"Who?" a familiar voice said. I turned around my eyes filled with tears as I ran towards him. I gave him 1000th of kisses on the cheeks while everyone was "aww"ing and than I finally had the chance to kiss him again. I leaned in until our foreheads touched. "I've missed you so much mi amor" I said while tears of happiness rolled down my face. He wiped them away and closed the gap between our lips. The rest of the night I didn't let go of Rafinha. I couldn't stop holding his hand and I could stop sitting on his lap and I could stop kissing him on the cheeks. "Someone missed me mh?" Rafinha said as he led me inside our house after the night with the squad. "you can't imagine" I said as I was about to kiss him again. I wanted to open his shirt but he stopped me. "Mi amor I'm so tired, I've spent 15 hours in a plane!, that's not very relaxing" he whined and I did my sad face. "Tomorrow" he said as he gave me a little kiss on my nose. I did the gesture and went upstairs but I know that he followed me. "You can't just say okay we're having sex on Saturday and on Thursday and maybe on Monday, you can't just organise this as if it's just washing the dishes" I said trying to sound angry but I wasn't at all, I was just happy that he was back here. "Well then, no sex tomorrow as well, it just happens right" he said trying to be funny and I just whined like a little baby. When we both got ready for bed I layed in his arms and just said "I missed you stupid boy for 10 freaking days and all I get is laying in your bed? I should've become a lesbian or something" I joked and we both laughed. Rafinha got on top of me and kissed my neck, especially my sweet spot, and I put my hands around his neck. After some time he backed down. "laying in my bad and a giant love bite" he giggled and I boxed him softly. I gave him a last kiss and turned the lights down. I was about to set the alarm when I saw that I received a message from Gayá earlier.
Already thought about my offer?
I laughed on the inside and rolled my eyes. This boy huh.
Didn't have any time to think about it, you know, I spent time with my brazilian fiancé-Eww, poor you, I've heard that spanish affairs are way better than brazilian husbands
You should get some sleep little boy, you're hallucinating
-You just confirmed that I'm your affair now, you're a bad girl
Uff these spanish boys
Pff. Affair. I'm the happiest girl on earth ; I have Rafinha. I'm getting married. I don't need an affair. I cuddled into Rafinhas arm and slowly forgot about Gayá, focused on Rafinhas cologne and fell asleep in my fiancés arms.
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Hello everybody! I know I haven't uploaded for some time but I wanted to put the week in like one chapter because I didn't want to write like the 50th chapter about the first training session haha if you know what I mean.
Spain won the important match and lost the friendly match huh and Italy did two remis Uff I hope you like the chapter and don't forget to comment and vote and all this important stuff. And again no +18 chapter *Ohhh* Haha but it will follow soon ✌
Os aaaaaamoooThe translation : I missed you all the time I thought about your smile and the way you walk, I missed you I always dreamed about having you by my side
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