Eu só sei que a vida é mais colorida com você

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When I came back to Barcelona, I called a taxi and went to Rafinhas house since I wanted to pick my things up. I rang the door and a girl with shoulder long hair opened the door. I think I've already seen her face before but I can't remember when. She stood there in panties and one of his shirts. He's such an asshole.
"Who is this baby?" he asked her in Portuguese and as he saw me he just added an "Oh"
-"you better tell me" she said with a bitchy voice. It didn't even bothered me that he's sleeping around. He can do whatever he wants to do.
"I want to pick up my clothes Rafinha could you tell your brazilian s.lut to go out of my way?" I asked with an annoyed voice. But it wasn't a "you're my ex boyfriend and it hurts me"-voice, it's an "I don't give a fuck"-voice. He was shocked about what I was just saying
"learn to have respect María" he said as he pulled this girl into his arms.
"Oh I beg you,you should learn to have respect, the poor girl thinks you take this relationship serious, does she know about the other girls you had sex with? Like Mariana Sampaio or whatever her name is?" I said as I layed all of my things in front of the door.
He was shocked that I knew about it and didn't know what to say. Oscar told me when I was with him in London.
I said goodbye to the b.itch and put my things into the car. I didn't want to drive home right now. I wanted to have as much fun as I could. As I sat down in my car I checked my phone. 17:30. I checked the weather. 18 degrees Celsius. It was pretty warm for march. I texted Neymar:
''Ney boy, any plans for today? What about a beach party? Barceloneta-time? xo''

- ''Some friends from Brazil are here, can I take them with me? They'll surely like you! Bruna wants to meet you too!''

''Sounds amazing! See you in 15 minutes?''

-''Vale xx''

I really really reaaally looked forward to meet Bruna. Neymar told me alot about her and even though they're not in a relationship anymore they came along. As I entered my own house, I quickly put on my triangl bikini and put my red top on, combinated to hot pants. I put my sunglasses on and my nike free's. Me and Neymar, we knew exactly where we were going to meet. The day I sat there crying on a rock became our meeting spot. We always met there and decided later on where we should go. So today when I parked my car and went to the rock I already saw him and Bruna with two boys. One was Guilherme, I recognized him on the very first look. And the other one looked like Luan Santana. He really did. But I wasn't sure if he was it. As Neymar saw me he ran towards me.
''Queridaa how's been your week in England'' he asked me while he hugged me.
''amazing!'' I said as I backed down. Neymar told me that Bruna gets jealous soon, and I didn't want her to hate me. I went over to the brazilian boys and on the one side I was sad that this boy wasn't Luan Santana, but on the one side he looked even better than Luan, if that's even possible.
I hugged Bruna tight and talked to her in portuguese. Thanks to Diogo and his family, I nearly spoke portuguese fluently after the two years at Sevilla.
''Bruna I heard so much about you! It's so nice meeting you!'' I smiled from one ear to the other. I never really listened to the gossip on the web about Bruna. I really liked her.
-''Neymar told me a lot about you too! And sorry for the thing with Rafinha, he's always been an asshole'' she said while rolling her eyes. I looked at Neymar confused. He had the same look.
Bruna realized that we were waiting for an answer.
''OH, didn't you know that he was with in a relationship with Manu Gavassi?'' she asked confused, while she were searching for photos of her on her phone. She showed me a picture of both of them at a Gala in Rio. She was the girl that opened the door today. And yes, it didn't bother me before, but right now I am so angry that he didn't tell me about his ex girlfriend. He lied to me. All the time.
'Oh dios he's such an asshole, Neymar did you know about it? And did you know that they're dating again?''
- AGAIN?'' Neymar and Bruna said at once.
''Yes today I wanted to pick up my clothes and she opened the door. And don't tell me that they're just friends, she wore only panties and his shirt.'' I laughed. I didn't laughed because I thought this was funny, but because I was with such an ridiculous guy.
''Oh yeah whatever, hey I'm María!'' I said as I turned around to face Guilherme. I hugged him and then it was time to introduce myself to the mysterious handsome guy.
''I'm Bruno Gissoni, nice to meet you'' he said as he looked me over what made me blush. I hugged him and his hand nearly touched my butt. Dirty Bruno Gissoni. As I backed down I looked over to Neymar who raised an eyebrow.
''Shut up, let's go'' I laughed at him. We thought exactly the same. We laughed about this for so long without even talking about it, we just knew that we were laughing about the same thing.
We both got interrupted by a boy that stood in front of a bar with a megaphone
''KARAOKE! KARAOKE!'' he screamed like a fool. I don't want to know how much money he earns with this job.
''Yes Karaoke!'' Bruna clapped her hands and they all wanted to go in, so we did.
We listened to a few horrible singers when the presenter searched for a new singer.
Suddenly Neymar shouted ''She wants!'' and put my hand in the air while I was talking to Bruna and Bruno.
''What? No!'' I screamed as Neymar pushed me to the stage. The presenter gave me a microphone and I did the same as the ones before me.
''Hey I'm María Carnicer, I'm 20 and I hate Neymar Júnior for doing this to me'' I laughed and everyone in the bar started giggling and laughing. He knew that I was good at singing, but I never sang in front of many people. I thought of Agüero again. I told Neymar to film it. I want to show it to Agüero later.
''So Mrs. María, any wishes?'' the presenter asked me and I thought about it for a while, but I remembered that me and Bruno just talked about our favorite songs and we both love the song Nocaute by Jorge&Mateus so I selected it. The whole bar was quiet when I started singing, and when the chorus came on they were all celebrating again.
Ainda sou o mesmo bobo apaixonado
Se eu estou errado não quero nem saber!
I looked straight into Bruno eyes. I don't know what it was. But he got something that attracts me.
''Eu só sei que a vida é mais colorida com você...'' I sang as I smiled at him and he winked at me. I looked at Neymar to see how he reacted and he was smiling from one ear to the other. I think he smiled because I stopped thinking about Rafinha. I don't really think that he wants me to have a new boy. But anyway, I enjoyed the time with Bruno. He's a nice guy, isn't he?

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The next days me and Bruno spend a lot of time alone, while Bruna was with Guilherme and Neymar. Neymar and Bruna were joking all the time. I really hope that they're coming back together. But maybe me and Bruna are just not ready for dating a football player. They are complicated af. Me and Bruna came along too. We both had the same interests and she asked me to do a photoshoot with her in Chile in summer, since we're both going to be there for the Copa América. I agreed for sure! I never wanted anything more to do a beach photoshoot with someone like Bruna Marquezine!
So today me and Bruno went to Gracia, one of the most beautiful dictricts of Barcelona in my opinion. I showed him all my favorite places and told him stories about it and he was interested but he couldn't stop smiling.
''What's so funny brasileiro'' I asked him while pushing my finger into his tummy what made him wince.
-''Nothing, you're just cute'' he said smirking. He was like 15 cm taller than me, so that I had to look up while talking to him all the time. This time i rolled my eyes and started going on when he hugged me from behind. It made us look like a couple, and as always the paparazzis, or the wannabe paparazzis took photos of us. They're destroying every single moment. It doesn't bothered Bruno at all and he kept hugging me.
''Bruno everyone's taking photos'' I whispered in his ear. I was scared of Paparazzis. I've always been. Since there are pictures of me with Rafinha, Diogo, Neymar, Agüero and now Bruno, they scared me even more. Suddenly two men, one with a camera and the other one with a microphone came to us and asked us questions. I told myself to keep calm and answer their questions.
''Mrs. Carnicer, Mr. Gissoni, are you here as a couple or as friends?''
- ''It's non of your business, but we're here as friends'' I smiled as unfriendly as I could. I spoke for both of us since Bruno doesn't speak spanish. He understands it, but nothing more.
- ''Are you going out with other boys, like Bruno Neymar and Agüero for getting over Rafinha?''
''No'' I laughed , ''I'm not as ridiculous as Rafinha'' I laughed as I went on. I didn't realized what I just said. Oh my god.
- ''So you're no friends anymore?''
''Uh an intelligent paparazzi'' I screamed after them as me and Bruno ''ran'' on. I really did it. I don't know why but on the one hand I hope that someone will post this video on the internet but on the other side I think I hurt him.. But pff, he doesn't even care about my feelings, so why should I? I'm not jealous, not at all, he can have s.ex with every girl on the planet. But I'm just so disappointed that he didn't tell me about Manu. Maybe I was just a kind of distraction for him. So that he could forget about Manu. But as you can see, he didn't. He never did. He loved her all the time. This was the thing that hurt me the most. And that's the reason why I can't forget him. Am I going to forget him one day? Or forgive him?

When I came home, Sergi has already seen the video. I decided to live with Sergio again since I didn't want to stay alone. I wasn't ready for being alone. I went into my bedroom and watched the video that Barça TV did about it. They showed my "interview" and afterwards they asked Rafinha questions about it after training:
"So Rafinha, after talking about your career we want to ask you something about your personal life, did you see the video of María and Bruno Gissoni? Did it hurt you?"
Rafinha smiled like a jerk when he heard this question.
-"No, why should it, it's just funny that some people seem to be against privacy"
"So the rumors about the break up are true? We thought you'd be the big love of Sergi Roberto's sister? Why didn't you stay friends?" before he answered they showed the photos of us we posted on instagram when we were in a relationship.
-"Yes they are true, and you can't stay friends with some people. With some people it's impossible." he smiled in the camera. That was it. I nearly broke my laptop when I threw it on the floor. I realized that tears rolled down my face and I was right before a break down. Sergi heard that something fell on the floor and ran into my room. He sat onto my bed and pulled me into his arms. I would be lost without him right now. Why am I crying? I thought I finished the part where you're only crying and crying.
"heeey tranquilo mi corazón, yo estoy aquí" Sergi said as I cried on his shoulder. I couldn't handle it. I wish I could throw cups after Rafinha. I wish I could slap him. I wish..no..I'm going to do it.

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