Disclaimer: heavy and pure smut. The wHoLe chapter ;)
Thomas'POV
I just spit this out like It was nothing. Newt's expression was just-
"—Tommy, your first time.. our first actual time can be whenever we want. We don't have to plan It out, we don' have to go all the way.. It's up to us.." he says, blushing a little.
I nod as I wonder how to let him now that I want to do It right now.
"—But first you have to tell me everything that you wanted" he reads my mind.
"—I wanna.. I kinda wanna do It right now.." I tried to say It quietly but as I'm getting more and more exited, by voice is becoming more confident.
"—I- like right now?" he raises his eyebrows and I nod.
"—Listen I-"oh my gosh what have I done, I'm so stupid.
"—No, no I'm sorry, it's fine if you don't-"
"—Thomas." he cuts me of "I do want to do It right now if you promise me that you'll tell me to stop if you don' like It." he says and my face turns bright in excitement.
I quickly nod and he leans in to kiss me while he turns his led lights to red. His expression is serious and not teasing at all. He isn't smirking. His lips slowly connect to mine as he climbs on top of me, pushing me to lay on the bed.
His movements are slow but also passionate. His right hand slides up my cheek, ending up in my hair. His left hand is resting on the bed so he doesn't put all the weight on me. His lips move to my neck, sucking It and I can tell that he'll leave a mark.
He pulls away to slowly look at me and a hundred of butterflies go trough my stomach as I notice how fucking hot he looks from this perspective. His eyes are darker then usual and his hair is messier. He leans back and kisses me, and that's when the thought finally seeks in-I'm going to have sex with him for the first time. My hart beats faster as he moves back to my neck, and I just lay there, to scared to move.
"—You have to relax, Tommy" he whispers in my ears as he leaves a hickey on my neck again.
"—Don't think words, think images. Picture the feelings.. Breathe.." he whispers and I obey.
My mind switches to imagination quickly. His lips on mine, I allow my arm to slide under his sweater, feeling the skin on his chest and abs. I remember the last time.. his moans.. His fluffy hair falling down his forehead..
Suddenly, I let a soft moan escape my lips that I was holding back the whole time.
"—That's it.." he whispers, causing my who,e body to flinch at his hot breath.
He pulls away but before he could do anything, I take of his sweater. His face is still serious and I can't say that I don't like It.
"—Tell me.. Tell me what you're thinking about.." he breaths out as he slowly takes of my own hoodie.
Usually I would blush, but something inside of me pushes me to talk.
"—I'm thinking of you.. moaning my name.. the way your hair just bounces-" I'm cut of by my own moan as he slightly bits my collarbone."—Mhm.. continue.." he says casually, slowly moving down to my chest.
"—I imagine the way you would hold my hands.. the way you would make me feel.. and how much I want to hear you screa-" a moan is cutting me again as he starts leaving hickeys all over my body, slowly moving down.
I stop talking as he reaches the lower part of my stomach. He slowly unbuttons my jeans, giving me a look full of desire. He then unzips it and takes it off. He returns back to my lips, resting his knee between my legs, causing to spread them out to make him room.
I roll my legs around him, he suddenly gives me an energetic push with his hips, and we both groan at the contact. He does It again, and I can feel how hard he is. He continues with this, making me moan a couple times before taking of his own jeans and doing the same thing again.
But this time, It feels more intimate since I can feel him so clearly.. Without any warning, he grabs my member trough my underwear and I gasp. He moves down and slowly takes my boxers of as my erection rises. He takes It in his mouth, still looking right into my eyes and I let out a loud moan.
He starts moving up and down, causing me to close my eyes. I let out a few more moans before he pulls away and stands up. He takes something from his counter and I can see that It's a condom. He puts It on and I feel a cold substance on my entrance.
He climbs on top of me, his mouth next to my ear.
"—I'm going to go in slowly, okay? This is gonna hurt, but it shouldn't be terrible. We can stop anytime, okay?" he whispers and I nod.I feel his finger sliding in slowly. I don't feel much pain as he goes in and out. He ads a second finger and finally the third one, hurting just a bit. He then slowly enters me and I feel the tears coming to my eyes.
He freezes, looking at me with his worried eyes. I nod, and he moves again. I let a very loud moan at the sudden feeling of pleasure. He continued and the pleasure becomes more important then the pain. He is going slowly but damn, this feels gorgeous. Having Newt slowly going in.. and out.. not to mention how hot he looks when he rolls his eyes in pleasure.
"—Faster" i breath out and he moans at my words. He goes quicker and the feeling is unrealistic.
"—Faster, Newt.." I moan and he starts moving really fast, causing me to almost scream.
"—M-my parents.. they're not home.." his deep voice is so hot that the pleasure becomes even bigger when I allow myself to moan with my whole voice.
The pleasure starts to feel like I'm going to explode and I just start moaning his name over and over... Newt.... Fuck— I release at the same time as him, literally screaming. He does the same, also moaning my name.
His lips connect with mine while he's still moving to give me my full experience. He collapses on my chest, both of us trying to catch our breath. After a few minutes, I hear a small "I love you" to which I respond immediately, drifting to sleep.
AN: So I decided to upload again.. enjoy xx
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