Chaotic Straight Gays | TaeKook [ON HOLD]

Chapter # 11

TW: Torture, pain and trauma

"J-jungkook", Taehyung voice out, trying to call him out and distract his body from the pain he feel. It was getting more excruciating with the time passing. Although he can't see a single scar on his body visually but he could definitely feel it on his skin. How the knife cut through his flesh and how he was sure that blood will flow out from those deep cuts but nothing. He can't see the blood oozing out. It feels like his blood have somehow frozen in his veins because after those knives cutting him this deep, his blood should be spilled everywhere. So why he can't see his blood? Is that person still toying with his brain? So it's nothing but a mind trick?

He tried to stay focus on Jungkook and he keep reminding himself that nothing is happening in real life. It's just a trick.

"You will do our homework too", The man standing behind him ordered. Then the man in front of him lean down and grabbed his jaw harshly, "Did you become Professor's personal bitch? Is that why he likes you huuhhh? You little slut". He jerked his face harshly. "Now I have to sanitize my hand", he mumbled rubbing his hands.

"F-fuck you", Taehyung spit on the said man face earning a punch on his guts. He groaned but he swore that he won't turn weak in front of like these people. "Jungkook please stay safe", He mumble under his breath. Another burn and cut on his skin make him choke a cry. He was falling dizzy so keeping his senses working he distracted himself from te pain his body was receiving. "I-it's nothing nghh I can bear this", He chanted.

"What did you say four eye? It's nothing? Huhhh", The man scoff triggered. Upon hearing the word 'four eye' his brain immediately started working. Does that mean that the person whose fear they are living right now is none other than......Namjoon?? Then it all clicked and just like puzzle pieces joining together and forming a picture, he got his answer. It must be Namjoon!

"Outcast"

"Teacher's favorite"

"Know it all"

"Books"

"Four eye"

Everything makes sense now. Even in their own academy everybody called him "High and mighty" and "Teacher's favorite" because he know the answer of everything. He is famous for being known as "Know it all". He is a genius who stay quite and now if he recall all of their time together in the academy, He do remember that everybody treated Namjoon as an outcast. He was always alone and on his own. He has no friends. Books were the only friends he ever got. He was always inside the library or the garden with a book on his hand.

Another painful cry escape from his mouth when that man stab his hands. "You write with this hand right. Let's get rid of it", and he dug the dagger on his palm, deeper. Heavy breathes and mouth slobbering because of the torture but his heart was aching when he came to the conclusion that the man's suffering they are going through had suffered all this torture in reality while they are still just getting a glimpse of it.

A silent tear roll down from his cheek because he remember the time he was mean to that latter and how he called him names too because he was genius and he wasn't. Because teacher always praises his brain and complimented him while all he receive was scolding because of his rude behavior. Now when these thoughts surrounded him he understands what it meant to walk in someone else shoe. He clearly never understood before today that how much that said boy had suffered because he never showed his pain or suffering to anyone.

Now he feel like shit because he felt like he is one of those scumbags who hurt him and torture him and broke him to the core. They damage his self-esteem and he clearly could see that he played a part too. Maybe he didn't tortured him but he made him an outcast too. He made him look like a person who doesn't like associating with anyone. Although in reality that said boy too was craving for some friend's love and support but he never got that just because he was a genius.