Chaotic Straight Gays | TaeKook [ON HOLD]

Chapter # 14

Guilt surrounded the Older when he saw Younger right next to him snoring softly, skin covered with several hickeys. He was wincing even in his sleep when he was turning. Regret, that was swallowing him alive because he tried to impose his feelings on his face. He got angry for no good reason. Sure he liked him and it hurt like bitch when Jungkook drank but it didn't mean that he had the right to be this rough with him or angry in the first place.

If you have feelings for someone then it's just you who caught it. You can't force the other to like you back or feel pissed off if your said crush didn't took your name because just like you, everybody has a right to like whoever they want. Sure you would feel sad but it doesn't mean you will channel your anger and emotions on the said person just like that. He sighed licking his lower lip and then he stood up and went straight inside the bathroom. He stood under the shower, water pouring down over his skin as his mind showed him the flashback of what he had done.

How would he face the Younger now? How would he justify his behaviour? Like 'oh sorry I was super drunk that's why I was angry or rough?' Or like 'I just had feelings for you and seeing you didn't took my name pissed me off or hurt?' Surely not that. He rubbed his hands harshly over his face, trying to get rid of the guilt, the regret and everything that was clouding his mind in that moment. He pinched his nose bridge feeling pathetic himself. How could he be so rough to a boy fragile like flower? How could he just let his emotion ruin the litttle progress they made for their friendship? How could he bring back both of them to square one where they were nothing but rivals/enemies? Just how could he??

"Are you alright?", Taehyung startled when he saw Jungkook standing their with the bedding covering his lower region as he softly asked him. "You don't look good to me. Do you need medicine?", He voiced out again.

"No", Taehyung muttered hoarsly. "I just think that I got a hangover", he lied. Jungkook nodded at that with a small smile. "But why are you up from the bed? You should be sleeping. Did I woke you up because of the shower?", Taehyung asked as he turned off the tab. Jungkook bit his lower lip hestitantly, red dusk covering his cheeks, neck and shoulder. "Umm I felt cold. umm actually till you were besides me, it was warm but then it felt cold so I woke up", He mumbled so low, feeling embarrassed over his own words but since Taehyung was closer now, he heard it loud and clear.

Taehyung felt another harsh punch of guilt on his guts. What has he done. "I'm really sorry for what I did", Taehyung blurted out. He needs to let it all out otherwise he will keep blaming himself for his shitty behaviour. "Don't be", Jungkook said almost immediately. "I was the one who provoked you. I-i should have respected your boundaries but I crossed them and said things to you--"

--No don't take the blame for something you haven't even done. I should have still behave like a human not an animal, no matter what's the reason", He cut Jungkook off. Jungkook gave a small smile at that. "Then let say we both are equally guilty", Taehyung was about to cut him off but Jungkook gestured him to stop. "Let me complete" and he nodded at that. "Earlier we both said some really harsh things to each other which we shouldn't have". And Taehyung nodded his head at that, agreeing with Jungkook. "But we literally caught up with the moment that we didn't realize that we were hurting each other. So let's just say sorry to each other and become friends again. What's say?", Jungkook asked as he extended his right hand to shake with Older.

Taehyung gave him a smile and took his hand to shake. "I'm sorry for my behaviour too. Friends". And then they both giggled like idiots. Their little tittering died down when they realized that they both were still naked and things took a turned when both of their gazed fixated on each other's lips instead of just face. Taehyung licked his lower lip hesitantly while Jungkook bit his lower lip in nervousness. They doesn't remember who closed the distant between their bodies first but all they knew was that, in the next moment their lips slotted over each other's perfectly.