I know there's nothing wrong with me
I know that I'm just fine
Why should I have to think about
The dark clouds in my mind
Why would I choose to focus on
The pain I felt before
What's done is done
The Past is passed
It doesn't matter anymore
So what if I'm mad at my parents
For leaving me all on my own
So what if I hated my teachers
It's not like they could have known
I know that there's nothing wrong with me
I know that I am fine
Why would I want to think about
The dark clouds in my mind
Why would I choose to focus on
The pain I felt before
What's done is done
The Past is passed
It doesn't matter anymore
Maybe I'm just too sensitive
After all, I was being naive
Shouldn't I have known better
Then to believe all the lies
About friendship and trauma
And how passivity makes you wise
There's nothing wrong with me
I'm fine
I get to choose to ignore
The dark clouds in my mind
Why would I focus on
The tricks I learned to play
It's all been done
It's in the past
It never mattered anyway
I loved myself at first
But slowly it sunk in
The aching hollow loneliness
Of never fitting in
I didn't get the lessons
And I didn't get the games
And over time the loneliness
Shifted into pain
So maybe something is wrong with me
Maybe I'm not fine
Maybe there's something deeper taking its toll on me
A disconnect inside my mind
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My Shattered Soul
VampireAlex is a 17-year-old girl recovering from a recent near-death experience. She's been forced into a strange new world where she discovers that the age-old folktales and myths of magical creatures are actually true, though not quite as accurate as sh...
