summer love | jaywon

06

jungwon frowns as he watch jay and miracle laugh together. she just got here but it seems like they already got to build their own world.

first love, aye? well, being someones first love is a huge deal because it means you, out of all the people around them, manage to capture their attention and affection.

he felt jealous.

not just because jay hasn't given him attention because of another person. he was jealous of those who were able to make someone fall for them. how amazing do you need to be capable of that?

"jungwon, are you okay?" he was stolen away from his deep thoughts when heeseung spoke beside him.

"yes, hyung." he answered swiftly.

"hmm don't worry. jay and miracle are only good friends now."

jungwon was taken aback from what heeseung said. "I'm.. I wasn't concern of that. " he says, trying to avoid heeseung's teasing look.

"well, if you say so. I just wanted to tell you." heeseung shrugs before making his way towards ni-ki.

jungwon watches him leave before eyeing jay and miracle again. jay hasn't spoken to him yet, he pouts because of that.

he was already getting bored of just sitting around so he decided to take a dip on the lake. he sighs contentedly when he felt the warm water.

just a few minutes of silent, he got surprised when someone sat beside him.

"hey." jay smiles at him.

"hey..." he replies, almost in a whisper.

"why are you here alone? you should join us there." jay says, his eyes now on the water.

"I just wanted to be alone for awhile. I'm having thoughts about something."

"care to share?"

jungwon scoffs before shaking his head no. "I don't really want to talk about it right now."

it's not that he doesn't want to, but he can't. he doesn't have the guts to admit that he has a crush on him and he's kind off feeling jealous.

jay nods and decided to divert the topic. he respects jungwon's space.

"miracle has a nice voice." jay says as he watches his friend sing with the others.

he then notice the chance of expression in jungwon's face. he let out a breathy laugh.

he wasn't dense.

of course he noticed that jungwon has a crush on him.

jungwon was like an open book. also, his eyes are expressive so it'll be impossible to not notice the way jungwon would give him heart eyes.

and he wasn't oblivious of the fact that jungwon felt jealous of miracle.

"y-yeah." jungwon says.

"I heard from sunoo that you can sing too."

"oh I'm not... I do but I'm not that good at it."

"hm? let me hear you then." jay nudges him. "I'll be the judge to that."

"trust me you wouldn't like it. sunoo hyung was just--"

"please, wonnie. one song is enough."

jungwon is not that strong to not oblige to jay's plead.

he let's out a sigh and starts singing the first song he could think of.

every time you smile, I smile

and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa, oh, I'm feeling you, baby

don't be afraid to jump then fall

jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you

say that you wanna be with me too
'cause I'ma stay through it all

so jump then fall

jungwon felt jay hold his hand after he sang the chorus. he looks at him with a bewilder look.

"I've already fallen."

I'm not a fan of putting song lyrics in a chapter but I wanted y'all to see the lyrics.

it's jump then fall from taylor swift.

also I'm so sorry for not updating often. I don't have a proper excuse but I'm starting to like someone and I've been giving them most of my attention jwjdksks this is bad ._.