Finding my Mother \\Ross Lynch|Raura

#5 I Cant do it..

-At night-

Morgan POV:

Its night time now. And daddys tucking me in.

"Good night my little peach." He said.

"Goodnight." I say, as he kisses my forehead. He exits the room and shuts the door behind him. My eye lids we're getting heavy, but I heard daddys cries again. Dont worry. This happens everynight. I go to his room and look at him. I walk over to him and lay beside him as he puts his arm around me.  Our faces face eachother.

"Daddy, why are you crying?" I ask. He doesn't respond. He continues to cry and I kiss his cheek.

"Shh..." I said. He stops crying and falls asleep. I kiss his forehead and fall asleep in his arms.

----The next day----TUESDAY--

I wake up because daddy was shaking me.

"Time for school Morgan!" He shaked me. I wasn't feeling so good.

"Daddy. Stop...I dont feel so good." I frowned. My stomach hurted alot and I had a killer headache.

"Aw." He said as he stops shaking me and kisses my cheek. He puts his hand on my forehead. 

"Morgan, your burning!" He said. I nodded and frowned.

"I'll go get some medicine, be right back." He said and he left the room.

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He came back with a bottle and he pours some of it in a little cup. 

"Open wide." He said. I nodded and he feeds me a medicine that taste bitter, but cherry like.

"It'll work soon. Guess I have to cancel rehearsals." He said. I shake my head.

"No no! Don't cancel it! Just take me with you!" I said. He looked at me.

"Okay fine. I'll just get your grandma to take care of you. Be good okay?" He said.

"I will." I smile.

--At rehearsals--

Ross POV:

With you......

I finished the song and they gave me a thumbs up. I put the microphone down and went to the back room where Morgan was. I found mom next to her and Morgan was asleep. She was looking better.

"Hey Mom..." I said.

"Hey sweetie. How have you been doing?" She asked.

"No good.. I had this talk with Rydel yesterday. Dont bring it up..." I said sadly.

"Right. Sorry.. Morgans looking better." She said. I nodded and smiled.

"I should head home. Thanks for taking care of her." I said.

"No problem." She said. I nodded and I picked Morgan up, and she rests her shoulder at the crook of my neck. I drived back home and put her bed. She sleeps peacefully.

-A few weeks later-SATURDAY- IN Q&A

"You." Riker points at a girl.

"Why did you guys stop R5?" She asked. Me and Riker exchanged glances.

"Well because Ross was feeling depressed." Riker said.

"Why." The fan said.

"Thats something you should ask Ross about. Ross?" Everyone looked at me. I had teary eyes.

"I dont wanna talk about it...." I said looking down.

Everyone talked but me. It was finally my turn. I pointed at a girl in the 5th Row.

"I heard you have a daughter. Can we see her?" The fan said. I nodded and went backstage. 

I came back with Morgan. I sat down and sat her on my lap.

"Whats her name?" Another fan said.

"Morgan." I said.

"Hi everyone!" Morgan said and waved. I smiled at her. 

"Awwww.." The fans awed.

"Does anyone want to ask her a question?" Riker asked.

"You with the pretty pink shirt." Morgan pointed at a girl.

"Whats it like having Ross as a father?" The fan asked.

"Its the BEST! He's always there for me when i'm sad and he loves me so much!" Morgan said. I smiled.

"Aw." The fans awed. Then Q&A was over. It was time to perform.

I walked on stage and waved. I picked up the gutiar and the music started. I started to think about Laura.. Performing reminded me too much about her. Then the music stopped.

"Dude, whats wrong?" Rocky asked.

"I cant do this..." I said, and walked out of the stage.

"Daddy? What happened?" Morgan asked.

"I cant think straight." I said. Everyone came in.

"Whats up?" Ratliff said.

"I keep thinking about 'her' I cant do anything right now.." I said in a sad tone.

"What are we gonna tell em'?" Riker asked.

"Just do another song and perform without me. I'm done..." I said.

"You sure?" Rydel asked.

"Yeah." I said. They nodded and went back on stage.

"We're back! and we got some bad news!" Riker said to the R5family. They murmered worriedly.

"Ross isn't gonna be performing any time soon." Rocky said. The crowd awed. And they began to perform.

-The next day-

Morgan POV:

I woke up in daddy's arms. I dry the tear that was left on his cheek and hugged him tighter. I never want to let go.

Suddenly, his eyes start to open.

"Good morning sleepy head!" I giggled. He smiled at me. If only it was a real smile.

"Good morning my little peach." He said. I giggle when he calls me that.

"Whats for breakfast?" I asked him.

"Pancakes with bananas." He said.

"YES!" i jump off the bed and ran downstairs.

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