I Hate Myself To Love You (Jenlisa)✔️

Chapter-2 ( Reunion )

I am waiting on the seats in the Korean airport. Jisoo told me she will come to receive me. Suddenly a hand slapped my shoulder. I jumped up in fear. I looked at the person and my heart just filled up with joy.

Lisa: Rose...I missed you a lot. You should have hugged me instead of scaring me.

Rose: You know me, I can scare you and Jisoo in daylight.

I started Giggled but Rose is looking at my head to toe. Like she is trying to find something in me.

Lisa: What are you looking at perv?

Rose: You are looking stunning but don't mind as well as empty.

Lisa: Empty?

Rose knows me very well. Yes, I am empty inside. I had no one when I need people around me. They were in different countries. So I didn't bother them. But after seeing her I feel like I have someone who noticed my emptiness.

Rose: Yes. What happened to you? You just changed yourself. People can have makeovers but they can't change their inside.

They are a lot of things that happened in the past 3 years. I wanted to cry holding her but I can't ruin our reunion. I put a fake smile on my face that I learned very well.

Lisa: O MY GOD!! I thought you are a singer. But no one told me you are also a psychologist.

I was teasing Rose; at that time someone came in front of us.

Jisoo: You guys are having fun without me? HUH??

Me and Rose we both are surprised. A beautiful woman came and claiming herself as Jisoo. She became way more beautiful. Like we are seriously talking with an actress.

Rose : Are you Jisoo? Our Jisoo?

Lisa: She is looking hotter than in movies. You have to build your body so well.

Jisoo: Look who is talking. Have you seen your muscles? They are peeking out of your shirt. And Rose; I think you can be my competitor.

Rose: Ok, Enough of talking. I am seriously hungry.

Lisa: Now our real Rose is speaking.

I and Jisoo started laughing and like past Rose made a cute shy pout on her face. I was really missing them. I am feeling complete now.

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We are having our lunch at Jisoo's house. Her house is big and glamorous. There is a big swimming pool outside of the house and the ground is so green. There are many bodyguards to protect her. Inside the house; most of the things are white but the golden color is giving its presents all over.

Rose: The food is so delicious. I want to kiss the chef's hands.

Jisoo: Kiss mine then.

I am surprised. Jisoo was a good cook among us but she made her cooking skills on a professional level.

Lisa: WOW...You can be a good cook also.

Rose: I agree with you, Lisa.

We had our lunch. Jisoo is making coffee for us. I and Rose got alone time. Rose put on her detective look again and started investigating.

Rose: Lisa, you changed the topic at that time. Tell me what happened.

I was thinking to talk with her as well as Jisoo but suddenly a glace took my attention.

Lisa: Are you engaged, Rose? You have a diamond ring on your ring finger.

Jisoo came back with 3 cups of coffee and listened to my surprising scream.

Jisoo: Is this true Rose? Are you?

Rose: No guys. I can't think that day without you. This is a commitment ring from my girlfriend Solar.

I was surprised as well as Jisoo because Rose never been with any girl in college. She was always into boys. We thought her always straight.

Jisoo: You have a gf? How can this even possible?

Rose: I am still surprised. I always thought I am into only guys. But Solar changed a lot of me. She is the unique girl; I have ever met. She has a safe and lovely vibe. With her; I feel at home. I can be myself with her. We are in relation for almost 2 years but it still feels like we have just started yesterday.

Hearing her; I recalled someone. Someone who used to be my Heart Shaker. Whom I gave my whole fucking world. But when I think of her; I hate myself for loving her. I didn't realize tears are crawling from my cheeks.

Rose: Tell us, Lisa. What is bothering you?

Jisoo: We are here for you.

After hearing them, my tears are just falling more. In past years, no one told me that I am here for you. My heart started aching and I am losing control of myself. In past years, I tried to change a lot of me. I learned to put a fake smile on my face, Controlling my emotions, minding my own business, stop caring about people, being rude and hard, etc. But In front of them, I am getting back myself. I need to rid of the stone on my heart. So I gathered my head, wiped my tears, and started to tell them.

Lisa: You guys remember Jennie, Right? My first and I can say last fucking love of my life. Can you believe it, I still remember that bitch. After the prom night; I left for Thailand. You guys were still in touch with me. I went to my home with a broken heart but there I found my parents are having a divorce. They didn't even try to tell me. When I asked why they didn't tell me, they said they don't want to bother me with my studies. They had their divorce because my father learned about my mother's extramarital affair. I started hating my mother and I didn't get any time to heal my heart. My father died within a year after the divorce by a heart attack. He used to love my mother a lot. My mother came to his funeral and didn't show her face after that day. I was getting hurt by my people. I wanted to call you or tell you, but we were in different countries and I don't want to bother you from a distance. I got my father's money and house. It was enough for my own living. Then I focused on my career and became a dancer. But every night after my father died; I can't sleep. Like my whole night spends in thinking; what I have done with them? What I have done with God? Why he took my father instead of my mother? He took my father; he should take me as well.

I was shaking with anger and heartache. My eyes are swollen and my head was hurting. My throat became dry as well as my lips. I couldn't stop my crying. Then I heard Jisoo's and Rose's sobbing. They started crying feeling my pain. They both came towards me and sat on both sides. Jisoo wrapped her left hand around my shoulder and take my right hand with her right hand. Rose rested her head on my left shoulder and gently combing my hair with her hand.

Jisoo: You don't need to take all pain alone. I will never leave your side.

Rose: We are triplet. We will stay together as forever.

Lisa: Pinky promise?

Rose and Jisoo: **Giggling** Yep; Pinky promise.

I took my hands wrapping both's shoulders and they hugged me back. Our triplet moment broke with Jisoo's ringtone.

Jisoo: This is the movie producer's call. I need to take in. So quiet girls.

I and Rose became quiet. Jisoo coughed so that she can clean her cry throat and received the call. I and Rose just heard Jisoo's Side. The call over.

Jisoo: Girls, we need to meet the producer in Loyal Dessert Restaurant at 8 pm. Until that we can have some fun.

Me and Rose; both were tired. So we disappointed Jisoo and promised her to go with her next morning somewhere new. Jisoo made a cute mad pout but understood. We went back to our rooms.

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