I Hate Myself To Love You (Jenlisa)✔️

Chapter-13 ( I Can't face her)

Jennie's P.O.V

I am waiting for Lauren because she is bringing my breakfast. She is like a sister from another mother. She and her sister Anna are sweethearts. Two years ago when I came to Paris for a new start; Anna helped me a lot. She is a friend of mine from designing course. She chooses the interior design and I choose fashion designing. She knows about my broken marriage life and she believed me with her everything. Like she gave place to live and invested her money in my showroom. Our showroom became a hit in few months. Now I have a big apartment of my own. I have broken every bond from Korea. The memories of there; only give me pain. The pain of leaving Lisa and the pain of choosing G-dragon over her. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my office door.

Jennie: Open!!

Lauren: Good Morning Unnie! Sorry for being late.

Jennie: I thought I have to starve.Why so late?

Lauren: **Excitedly** I meet my Idol today at Starbucks.LALISA MONOBUN!!!! Now she is waiting down there. I brought her here to meet you.

I missed a bunch of heartbeats hearing her name and WTF! She is here???? She hates me like hell...I deserved to be...But I am not ready to face her. I started sweating and my legs started moving on their own. I don't want to create a scene here. I have to ditch meeting her.

Jennie: L-Lauren sorry cutie. I have been stuck at work. I must do it right now. I will meet her later? ok?

Lauren: But Unnie...Only 5 mins...

Jennie: Sorry dear...You go and give her company Ok?

Lauren left the room sadly. I felt bad for her. But it is right for both Lisa and me. I can't let myself show in front of her and I can't see hate in her eyes for me. But I can watch her through a CCTV camera. I was having my pancake and coffee and watching them. In my heart, I was desperate to hug Lisa and cry out for all I did. I saw Anna hugging Lisa tightly. Lisa knows her? they seem very good friends. Why I am feeling bad? Am I jealous? Lisa is choosing some shirts for herself. She took a black dog-ear shirt with white dots, a red silk blouse, and an olive plain blouse. She has good taste. But I am feeling not good because Anna is being too touchy. But I have no right to stop her and must say she is beautiful and attractive. Lisa chooses an oversized baby pink shirt later. They chatted for a while and Lisa left. Was it the last of watching her?

I heard a knock on my door.

Jennie: Open!!

Anna: Hey barbie doll! What's up? You didn't show up urself?

I like the nickname Anna gave me but it is not like Lisa's calling me Blackberry. Oh, God! I am already thinking about her. I miss her touch, I miss her warm hugs. Her eyes were full of love for me. Her...Anna cut me off.

Anna:**Waving hand in front of my eyes** I asked you something???

Jennie: I zoned out. Oh...actually I have some work. Does she leave?

I pretended I don't know her leaving.

Anna: Yep...But don't worry. She will come tomorrow to the party. I invited her.

My eyes became wide. Did she invite her? I was biting my thumb's nail. What will happen if she sees me? I don't dare to meet her. What the fuck is happening???

Anna: You are zoning out again Jennie!! Did I something wrong? Inviting her?

Jennie:**MUMBLing* N-No...Not at all. Are you guys friends?

Anna: **Blushing** Yeah. We are. But I think I like her more than a friend.

I never saw Anna blushing. She is a tough girl. But Lisa can make any girl blush. Now I am feeling really jealous.

Jennie: Oh!

Anna: Are you not happy?

Jennie: NO. I am. Have you told her?

Anna:**Sad tone** I heard she is not going into any relationship. Someone broke her trust in love and relationship. I mean how can someone break Lisa's heart? Lisa is too good for having in life.

Lisa lost trust in love? Because of me? I am feeling too bad that I wanted to cry. Anna is right. She is too good and I was a blindfolded dumbass. How could I leave Lisa for that fucking G-dragon? But Lisa deserves to be loved. I might encourage her.

Jennie: If you like her then try to have her.What if she changes her decision?

Anna:**Smiling brightly** Thanks barbie doll. You know that's why I love you.

Jennie: love you too. Btw where is Lauren?

Anna: She went out with a friend. She will have lunch there. Let's go we should grab some. I am so hungry.

She looks cute pouting. I nodded and we went out for lunch.

What will happen next?? Any Guesses??

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