I Hate Myself To Love You (Jenlisa)✔️

Chapter-4 ( The Dinner)

Seoul is the capital of South Korea. It is covered with big buildings and monuments. People are so busy here. I, Jisoo, and Rose almost tried every street food and shopped almost everything. But I was a little awkward around bodyguards. We got many fans here. Everyone was asking for our autographs and selfies. It feels good when people admire you. We had our lunch in a luxurious restaurant and went back to Jisoo's house. I was so fucking tired to change my clothes or shower but we have a dinner meeting with the producer so I put on an alarm and fell asleep.

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**Alarm ringing**

I hate the sound of the alarm. It can give you a mini heart attack. I wake up from my bed, It is 5 pm. I still have 2 hrs. I stripped myself and went to the shower. I was feeling so happy after a crazy day out with my besties. I put on a bathrobe and searching my briefcase. At that time I heard a knock at my door.

Jisoo: **From the other side of the door** Are you awake?

Lisa: Yes! I am. Searching for a dress for dinner.

Jisoo: Open the door.

I opened the door and found an olive color Knee long frock on her hand.

Jisoo: Here you can wear this dress. This is a small gift from me.

I felt so happy as well as guilty because she is doing a lot for me. I gave her an embarrassed smile mixed with guilty.

Lisa: Jisoo, you are doing very much for me. Instead, I gave you my sad story.

Jisoo took my two hands gently and rubbing the top of my hand with her thumb.

Jisoo: I am your bestie, right? So I am doing this for my bestie; not for you. And I am sorry I was not there for you when you need me the most.

I gave her a warm hug and a satisfactory smile.

Lisa: Now go. I need to change. Thank you.

She left the room with a soft smile on her face. I was wanting a dress like this for tonight. Jisoo just read my mind. I wore her dress. I gave my face a light night makeup and tied my short hair in a ponytail. I brushed my bangs and took an olive purse. I went to the living room and saw Rose already there. She wore a baby-pink sheath dress with black heels and chocker and tied her hair in a low elegant bun.

Lisa: You are looking sassy Rose.

Rose: Thank you. So you are. The producer is going to hit on you.

I gave Rose a soft punch on her hand and saw Jisoo coming. She is standing in front of us and was looking stunning. She wore a black spring velvet dress with smokey black eyes and loosen the hair.

Rose: I should ditch Solar for Jisoo.

Lisa: Jisoo, you are setting the fire.

Jisoo: Thanks, girls. You both are looking beautiful. Now get on the car quickly. We just have 30 mins left.

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We hopped in Jisoo's car. Driver landed us in front of a five-star hotel. We stepped into the hotel. Jisoo knows him. She saw him and we followed her. Most movie producers are aged and not fit. But our's is totally opposite. He has a beautifully built body, black hair, dressed in a casual grey suit.

Producer: Hello! Girls. please be comfortable.

We sit down. I saw an empty seat beside him. Like someone was sitting there. Jisoo started introducing us.

Producer: I know them. They are well famous to people. I think you guys don't know my name. I am Jiyong. You call me G-dragon.

Rose: Cool name! I know yong means dragon right?

G-dragon:**Giving a soft smile** Yes.

Lisa: BTW who was sitting beside you?

G-dragon: The movie's costume designer as well as my fiance. She went to the bathroom. She will be here soon.

We were talking about the movie. He wants to see me dance and hear Rose's song. He invited us tomorrow to his studio. I saw in Jisoo's eyes this movie is very much important for her. We heard a voice interrupted our conversation. The voice is so familiar and I was hoping that is not she.

But my heart just stopped when I saw her. What the hell? Why Jennie is here? I got a quick recap of Jennie's and mine all sweet-bitter moments in front of my eyes. My heart was pumping too fast and I noticed that my tears are going to fall. I managed my tears not to fall. I gathered my messed head and exhale- inhale my breath. I somehow managed to stay strong and take my eyes off her.

**Jennie Kim**

Lisa is sitting in front of me. I know they all hate me a lot. I deserved to be hated. I still regret that night. They looked surprised as well as disturbed. I saw Lisa's eyes; they were about to blast but she made a quick wall between her eyes and her mind-heart. I was feeling super uncomfortable and guilty. But I managed myself as well as they. But I need to talk with Lisa. Lisa changed a lot. She built her body very well, with short and banged hair she is looking different and gorgeous. She became bold and unreadable. I tried to look into her eyes but they were completely blank and emotionless. It was giving me pain. G-dragon wrapped his hand around my waist and I immediately looked into Lisa.

She didn't even look at me. She was having her dinner.

G-dragon: So, ladies. She is my lovely fiance and movie costume designer. She will look after my work also. Because I need to deal with another movie. If you need anything then just call Jennie.

**Lisa**

We noded and shook hands with each other. I felt Jennie's hand on main as well as her eyes. I didn't make eye contact with her and gave her a quick shake.

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I took off my clothes, washed my make up and had a quick bath. I am lying on my bed. Jisoo and Rose were trying to cheer up my mood after dinner but I was lost in Jennie's thought. I was thinking she moved on; why can't I? She became more attractive than past. Her English got fluent, her looks got more instance. She was looking damn hot in a Red High-Low dress. I was feeling the same as I used to feel. Why I can't just hate her and move on? But I saw guilty in her eyes. Why is she guilty for? For ditching me? Or she played with my emotions like a football? I closed my eyes and tears were automatically falling.