I Hate Myself To Love You (Jenlisa)✔️

Chapter-7 ( Our First Kiss)

**Flashback**

Jennie Kim

I placed A couple tables middle of the rooftop. Decorated the rooftop with a fancy night light and bamboo tree's around the barriers. I bought a bottle of champagne and an apple juice. Because Lisa never drinks. I called Jisoo and Rose first.

Jisoo: **Excitedly** Are you serious? Jennie? Have you done it all alone?

Rose: You can call us. BTW Lisa gonna Love this.

I am scratching my back hair and my heart was pumping at a high rate. I never proposed to anyone in my life. But with Lisa, I have become a different Jennie and I love this one. I don't want to date her anymore. I want her to make my Girlfriend. I called Lisa at my aunt's house. My aunt is a single person and works in a fashion company in Los Angles. She never married anyone. She lives in a quiet big house all alone. My parents agreed to send me to Los Angles because my aunt took all my responsible. She knows about my passion for designing and became by back rock. I told my aunt all my proposal plans and I have her house all alone for today. She will stay at her friend's house. Temporarily this is my house now.

We heard a knock on the door. Jisoo and Rose rushed and hide behind curtains. I exhale-inhale a few breaths and opened the door with a shaky hand. Lisa gave me a warm hug and came into the house. We haven't kissed each other or sexually touched. But I know how hard for me to control myself. Whenever we got a moment, Lisa always pulled me away telling me; If I am not sure about her then not to kiss her.

Lisa: **Looking here and there curiously** Where is your aunt?

Jennie: **Mumbeling** Sh-She went to a friend's house and she will stay there.

Lisa came closer to me and whispers in my ears.

Lisa: **Whispering** Why are you mumbling? Blackberry?

I love the name Lisa gave me. BLACKBERRY. She always looks into my eyes and tells them blackberry. Whenever she leans closer to me, I always smell different from her. She always smells sweet and different. I almost forgot what is my main mission and Jisoo and Rose were still hiding. I saw them rolling their eyes on me and I gave them a quick sorry look. I took a black ribbon and blindfolded Lisa's eyes grab her shoulders and pushing her forward.

Lisa:**Giggling** What are you doing? Jennie?

Jennie: **Excitedly** Wait Lisa!

Lisa:**Sarcastic voice** Are you gonna rape me? Taking advantage of your aunt's absence? Help me! Help me!

I rolled my eyes at her and couldn't help but laughed. I Lean to her and whispered in her ears, "You are mine, beautiful. I don't need to take advantage." I saw a beautiful smile appeared on her lips.

Lisa

I am standing blindfolded on the rooftop. Jennie told me to wait for a min. My heart is beating fast and fast. Feeling Like; she will propose to me. If she does; Do I deserve her? She will be permanently main! Interrupting my thoughts; I heard Jennie told me to open my eyes. I removed my blindfold and got a shock. Jennie planned a romantic dinner with some decoration. She made the rooftop; A piece of heaven. I looked back at her and her knees downed. My eyes were looking into Jennie's eyes and without breaking eye contract she took a ring from her back pocket.

Jennie: **cleared her throat** Lisa, you are a person with a pure soul who accepted me without any condition. With you; I always feel at home and safe. In your arms; I always slept the most peaceful sleep. You never wanted lust; you always wanted me by your side which makes my heart fall for you more. You always there with me in my bad and good times. I always say you beautiful because this world deserves you the most.

I LOVE YOU. WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?

I was mesmerized by her words. I didn't realize my happy tears are started falling. I said with my watery smile"I LOVE YOU BLACKBERRY"

She stood up and put the ring on my ring finger. It is a beautiful plain platinum ring with a little diamond on it.

Jennie:**Blushing** It is a commitment ring. ok?

Lisa: **Lean closer to her lips** Yes, I am committed to you.

She grabbed my waist and pull me closer. We were too close that I can feel her warm breath on my face and her starring into my eyes. I was feeling electricity ran into my whole body. She placed a bunch of hair behind my ear and placed her lips on mine. It was my first time but our kiss was going in a nice rhythm. I warped my arms around her neck and pulled her closer to fill the gaps. Her beast and mine were brushing. The feel makes me more kiss her. She started nibbling my bottom lip and with her tongue, she was asking permission. I let her in happily and our tounges were cuddling. The kiss was breathless. I break the kiss and connected our forehead. We both were exhaling- inhaling breath and started giggling.

We heard Jisoo and Rose's sarcastic voice, "STOP KISSING, YOU SHAMELESS LOVE BIRDS." I was shocked as well as blushing hard. But I always wanted them with me in my special moment.

I became an addict to her taste in one kiss. I want this taste every day in my life.