I Hate Myself To Love You (Jenlisa)✔️

Chapter- 16 ( A Proper Date Night)

Jennie's P.O.V

In my whole life, only Lisa understood me. She is the only person who values me more than I could think. People used me for their own interest and I let them use it. Only Lisa tried always treat me properly; love me back. I was so nervous in the morning about what will Lisa say but like always she understood me. I was feeling so blessed under her touch. I still can't even believe I kissed her. I also wanted her more but people were watching us. I know she doesn't care but I care for her. After all, she is a public figure. I don't want to let people know about us yet. First, we have to properly sure about ourselves. I am sure about Lisa; she still loves me. Girls drool over her but she never let anybody in. She always waited for me. But am I worth for her? I only gave her pain. My muddy thoughts were interrupted by Lisa's text. Her name can give me a small smile. She wanted to meet her at 7 pm in the YYY restaurant. I texted her ok with kisses. It is now 5:30 almost. I usually go home at 8 pm. I told Sara to take care of the showroom and she nodded.

Sara is a teenage girl. She is an orphan. I met her about 1 year ago at a bar. She was 17 only and was working in a night bar. I felt insecure for her. How couldn't I feel; she is a beautiful fair girl with long black hair and blue eyes. She is like 4'11 but this makes her exceptional. So I decided to take her with me. I think of her as my little sister.

I drove off my home. I had a quick shower and put on a bathrobe. Now it is a big problem...what should I wear? I took black bootcut jeans and a red dog-ear shirt. I put on a choker and let my hair loosen. For my shoes; I choose a pair of red medium pencil hill. I think I am looking perfect.

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I stepped into the restaurant and found Lisa as I accepted beside a window table. She looks adorable when she watches people with wonder. She loves watching people. I gave a quick look at my watch; I am 10 mins late. I went to her and she gave me a warm hug. We sat in front of each other and I left my heart beating very fast because of her sexy look. She is wearing an orange Spaghetti strap ruched waist mesh dress with a low bun. It is very rare to see her in a girly dress. She is looking beautiful. Her lips are beautifully orange painted. It was like I can watch her the whole night. I heard her clearing throat and blushing red.

Jennie:**Mumbling** Yo-You are looking beautiful. I want to see you more often like this.

Lisa:**Smirking** That means you want us to move on together. Btw you are looking sexy my love.

I blushed at the word "LOVE" and heard her giggle. Yes, I want her; want her more than anything.

Jennie:**Looking into Lisa's eyes and teasing** If this date goes well then I will think.

Lisa lean closer to me and give me a quick peck on my lips. I was shocked at her sudden act. But she is something.

Lisa: You turned into a tomato. hehehe! Now we should order our food. I will try to make this date memorable.

I was blushing hard. A waiter came and took our order. We are talking about some random stuff. I heard from her Jisoo is now exploring her sexuality. She is going through a confusing phase because of a woman who made her feel different. Rose and her girlfriend got married. I know her girlfriend Solar, she is a Korean singer and a very cheerful person tho. When I heard Juliet from her mouth, my face turned a little pale. She noticed it cuz I was always jealous of her. Lisa grabbed my hand and plant a soft kiss in my palm. She ensured they are like very close buddies; sisters from other mothers. Juliet went on a relationship about 2 years ago but it lasts only 8 months. Now she is single. I told her about Anna; that she likes her. Lisa nodded; she already knew. Obviously, her acts show perfectly that she likes Lisa.

We had our dinner. The dishes tasted too good. Lisa took my car keys and drove me to an Ice-cream parlor. She knows my weakness!!

I am sitting at a table. Lisa went to grab our ice-creams. She didn't even ask me my taste. Does she still remember my taste? she came back with seriously two huge bowls of ice cream. People were watching us with wonder because most of the people having 2 or 3 scoops on the cone but we are having fucking bowls. I heard Lisa's giggle watching my reaction. I started laughing. When I saw the flavors in my bowl; My heart flatters. She still knows my flavor; pistachio, white chocolate, strawberry, and coffee flavor.

Lisa:**Mumbling** I ho-hope your favors didn't change.

Jennie:**Excited** Nope. This is the best combo. Do you still remember??

Lisa lean closer to me and kiss me on my cheek.

Lisa: I remember everything. Now take your bowl and we are leaving this place.

She grabbed my hand and took me outside. There was a small park opposite the road. She took me there. A gentle breeze was blowing. The sky is full of stars and we are alone in the park. We sat on a sit and having our ice-creams. I saw her bowl. Her obsession with strawberry still on. Her bowl is almost full with strawberry flavor but butterscotch and chocolate were peeping. I started chuckling.

She noticed I was laughing at her bowl.

Lisa: what is so funny here?

Jennie: You and your strawberry. You both are made for each other.

Lisa was pouting and she is adorable. I was looking at her and my eyes stuck on her lips. They are looking so kissable. I lift my eyes on her eyes and she noticed I was watching her lips. I lean closer and so does she. Our lips locked; this kiss is not too fast or slow but passionate. Our lips were going into sync. Lisa without breaking out kiss took me in her lap. The kiss became heated and she was nibbling my bottom lips; asking my permission. I happily let her in; her tongue slid into my mouth exploring every curve on my mouth. We were kissing each other hungrily. I miss her taste too much. I snaked my arms around her neck; pull her more closer. She locked her arms around my waist; our breasts were brushing; giving sensation into my spine. Lisa pulled back and rested her head on my chest. I placed my chin on her head. She kisses my chest and looking into my eyes.

Lisa:**whispering on my lips** I love the rhythm of your heartbeat after our kiss. I missed it. I missed your taste. I missing whispering over your lips. I missing my blackberries. I know you are not ready yet. Take your time; I am here with you.

Lisa always makes me feel special. I kissed her again but this was not too long. I pulled back.

Jennie:**Low satisfied tone** Thanks for always understanding me. But I promise I won't make you wait long.

A big smile came over Lisa's face. She hugged me tightly. I hugged her back. I feel safe in her arms. I want to feel this safe and warm forever.  

I wish I could Love someone madly...

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