I Hate Myself To Love You (Jenlisa)✔️

Chapter 9 ( Guilty and Tears)

Lisa

I am standing in front of a mostly glass-made square duplex house; with a big swimming pool. I rang the doorbell and Jennie opened it. She is looking cute. She is wearing a black tank top with black shorts. Her hair is tied up in a messy bun. I took my eyes off her and went into the house. I saw Jennie is scanning me head to toe and bit her bottom lips. Biting her lips means, she wants to tell me something but she can't.

Jennie:**Mumbling with soft tone** Si-sit here comfortably. I am going to make some coffee for us.

I nodded my head. Her house is so beautiful. Simple but gorgeous. This house is mostly made of wood and glasses. In her living room, comfortable grey color Knole in the middle, A big TV hanging on the front wall. A wall is only decorated with photos. I went in front of the wall. There are some photos of many parties or events, some with G-dragon but there are some photos of her childhood. She was so adorable and chubby. I felt a glace on me. I turned right and saw Jennie was watching me. Her glace was with pain and broken. She immediately took her eyes off me and I went sit beside her on another Knole.

I took a sip of the coffee and she knows my taste. Not too bitter but dark and sweet. I couldn't help but a smile appeared on my face.

Lisa: **With a sweet low tone** You still remember my taste of coffee.

She didn't look at me. She was looking at the floor and Laced her both hands together. I know she is gathering strength to tell me the truth.

Jennie:** Still looking at the floor and with a serious tone** I didn't forget anything, Lisa.

Now she is looking directly into my eyes. She let out a small breath and started telling-

Jennie: **With low sad tone** Kai...you know, My fucking Ex. He came after me as a transferred student and became our friend. He told us he is okay with our relationship and he also made a girlfriend, Lotus. But it all was his plan to stay close to us. Before the prom night, he texts me; I can't forget you, Jennie. Please come back to me. I love you more than Lisa. I texted him back; I don't want to see your face or you around us and I love Lisa. The next morning he didn't show up.so I was relieved and didn't bother to tell you because you were too excited about the night. We planned after the prom we will fly together to your home, Thailand. .**Cracked tone** We also booked two plane tickets for that night. I called you to take me to the prom party and you said you will come within 30 Mins. I was waiting outside of the stair edge. I suddenly noticed someone standing in front of me. It was Kai. I got pissed off and about to push him. He grabbed my wrist tightly and told me to ditch you for him. I somehow managed another hand to slap him. Then the real beast came out from him. He saw you coming. So he grabbed my wrist and crashed his lips on main. I was shocked and heard your screaming. I managed him to push away and saw you getting into your car. I was about to follow you but I felt someone hit my head from the back. I got fainted. **Started sobbing** I came in my sense after Fucking 2 weeks in a hospital. I saw my parents and aunt beside me. I asked about what happened and about you. I got almost Raped by Kai. But aunt had to come home for some work and saw Kai with me. She called the police but Kai ran away. He couldn't run too far and the police caught him. I heard; you already went to Thailand. I tried to contract with you and your friends. But I didn't know your friends also planned to went to their home that night. I tried my all best to reach you but I couldn't get any hints of you. I-I didn't betray y-you.Do-Don't hate me, pl-please...

What I have done? I was the person who didn't believe in her. I lose her for my Fucking EGO...I should have listened to her. If I believed her that day She shouldn't have to go through all the pain and today she would be main. I was so angry with myself that I dragged all my nails in my palm. She is crying because of me and I should KIll myself.

Jennie is crying too much and her head was in her hand. I didn't realize I was also crying. I wiped my tears and went to her. I seat on the edge of her Knole and she immediately wrapped her arms around my waist. She crushed her head into my abbs and sobbing. I wrapped my hands around her shoulder. At that moment I was feeling so guilty and couldn't stop my tears.

Lisa:**Cracked tone ** I-I am sorry Je-Jennie. Because of me, you had to s-suffer this much.

Her head was still on my abbs. I rested my chin on her head and her grip on my waist became tighter. She lit her head and I can feel her breath on my face. Then I realized how close we were; One move and her lips will be on mine. I was looking into the blackberries and she was looking into my eyes. I saw her glace slipped on my lips. She leans closer to me and...

She pressed her lips on mine.

I didn't waste anytime and immediately kissed her back. Her one hand was wrapping my waist and another one lanced into my hair. Without breaking the kiss; I lift her and put her down on my lap. My one hand snaked around her waist and pulled her closer and another one was on her back. Her tears were crawling down her cheeks as well as mine. The tears were saying how badly we missed each other. She was nibbling my bottom lips and asking entrance into my mouth. I let her in; damn her taste is too sweet and her lips are like cotton. Our tongues were cuddling. Her hand slide into my shirt and feeling my bare abbs. The breathless kiss broke by her and she rested her head on my high pumping chest. She noticed the chain around my neck and took it out. The commitment ring she gave me; I took it off but couldn't throw it away. I was wearing it on my neck. A beautiful smile brightens her face. She leans closer to my lips and...

Jennie:**Whispering on my lips** You still have this that means I still own your heart.

Our lips were brushing and I was blushing hard. She was laughing at my face seeing me blushing. I lean close to her and...

Lisa:**Whispering on her ears** I am committed to you Blackberry.

Now she was blushing and I know how much I missed her. These moments between us giving me electricity from my head to toe.

Jennie: **making puppy eyes** Can we cuddle and sleep?

Lisa: I couldn't say no to her puppy eyes. I accepted.

She went through a lot but now she has me. I will never leave her alone at any cost.

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