Wolfstar Oneshots

my moony

Word count: 544
Warnings:self harm
Era: 5th year
Summary: Sirius noticed something on Remus arm...

(A/N and before I start this story I just wanted to say if you are struggling or need anyone to talk to them I'm here x)

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As Sirius sat by the fire he glanced up at a sleeping Remus on the couch.

A few months ago Sirius had realised he way queer, not only queer but in love with his best friend. He hadn't came out to anyone as he wasn't sure exactly what he identified as yet but he was almost sure he was gay.

He watched as Remus' chest rose and fell softly as he lightly snored. Sirius' face now had a loving smile on it. He walked over to Remus and sat next to him. He sighed.

He had an urge to wake Remus up and just snog him.

But he obviously wasn't going to do that. Instead he lifted his legs up onto the couch and lay his head down deep in thoughts.

Remus slightly moved around and the sleeve of his huge jumper rode up, Sirius stared in horror at his arm.

cuts. All over it.

They weren't like the scars he got on the full, these were done intentionally. Sirius froze, he started panicking in his head. He didn't know what to do.

Sirius was still frozen staring at Remus when Remus awoke.

"Sirius..?" He mumbled. Remus noticed the the look on his face. He was confused at first and then realised what he was staring at.

"Sirius,it's not what it looks like I swear."

Sirius stopped staring at his arm and looked directly into Remus' eyes.

"Wh-why did you...how,I-I don't,I don't understand...." he trailed off his voice a low whisper as his eyes started to water.

Remus opened his mouth but no words came out and then he started to cry.

Sirius moved over on the couch over the where Remus was a hugged him tightly.

Remus dug his head into the crook of Sirius' neck.

"I-I didn't mean to, I-it just I d-don't know."
He cried out in muffled tears.

"Remus, I love you more than life itself, you are  truly beautiful, outside and inside, please don't do this to yourself Remmy, please." Sirius pleaded.

Remus released slightly as he inhaled the gorgeous smell of Sirius black.

"Y-you love me?" Remus said looking up at Sirius.

"I-I well, uh, fuck it, ya I love you moony, I have for a while I guess." He said slightly smiling.

Remus smiled up at Sirius, and grabbed the back of Sirius' neck and pulled him into a kiss.

The kiss lasted for ages as they both melted into the touch from eachother. As they pulled apart they gasped. They both lay down on the couch and Remus pulled Sirius into a tight embrace.

"don't leave." Remus said.

Sirius looked up at him and smiled.

"I would never leave my moony."

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A/N hey sorry if this is rly bad but I just thought of it a few days ago and decided to write it. Sorry if you didn't like the way I wrote it or anything, I'm open for suggestions ;) x