One Year |Karlnap angst|

August

Tw: abuse

Karl's pov August 31

I have to leave today which would be fine if I didn't know that dad would be waiting for me. I've thought about calling him but that could just end in disaster and a worse outcome. Shaking I pulled myself off the couch and upstairs to finish packing and get dressed. I put on Sapnap's hoodie, it smelled of petrichor and smoke. It was comforting to be wrapped in it almost like he was hugging me. I felt someone looking at me from the doorway I turned around wondering who was there. To my surprise it was Niki "Hey Karl, I was just about to leave and I wanted to come to say goodbye." She came over and hugged me, "Sapnap's hoodie looks good on you by the way." I turned bright red and she walked out the doorway. That would be the first and the last time I'd ever see her in person. The same for everyone else walking down the stairs I held back my tears I wasn't ready to leave yet. I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. Looking up at them they spoke to me in a whisper "Hey if anything happens you can call me. Alright?" I nodded back at Eret and hugged them. They walked out the front door where the rest of the brits were as well as Niki. They all waved and I sat down in the kitchen trying to hold myself together long enough. It was no use. I started crying as quietly as possible. I didn't want to leave, I was safe and cared for. I felt someone sit down next to me and wrap me in a hug. "What's wrong Karl?" Quackity's voice was hushed and worried. "I don't wanna leave," I whimpered between sobs. "It's gonna be alright I'd say come with me but I live in a different country." We just stayed like that in a hug for a while until he had to leave. I was unfortunately on the last flight. "Bye, big Q I appreciate you." He nodded and left out the door to where Dream's car was. I didn't see Sapnap so I assumed he was there too. I felt arms wrap around me and I nearly screamed. "I'm gonna miss you. He buried his face into my hair, "I'm gonna miss you too Sappy." I felt him smile and spin me around. "Can I kiss you one more time?" I kissed him before he could do anything else. It was short and sweet but felt like I could've done anything. "Promise to text me if anything happens even at three in the morning, just whenever you need me I'll be there." I nodded and hugged him one more time and we walked out to the car holding hands. Four months left of this year already, four months till I can leave forever. I'd miss Sapnap but it won't matter anyway. We had already arrived at the airport I felt Sapnap grab my hand and unclench my fingers from my palm where little crescents of blood were forming. "It'll be alright call me when you land, please." I nodded and walked inside. The flight back home was pretty uneventful. We landed and I was shaking with anxiety what was dad gonna do to me. He's probably so angry I should have never gone. I stepped into my uber I was gripping the strap of my bag so tightly my knuckles had gone white. Time seemed to slow down as we arrived at the house I muttered my thanks and grabbed my suitcase out of the trunk while slinging the backpack over my back. I opened the door and was immediately hit with a beer bottle to the face. The place reeked more of alcohol than it had ever. I gasped out in pain feeling blood drip down the face. "YOU DUMB BOY YOU LEFT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION AND THAN WALKED INTO THIS HOUSE AS IF NOTHING HAD HAPPENED!" I felt a kick to the stomach knocking me down to the floor and without oxygen. I was gasping helplessly for air and I couldn't seem to breathe enough to supply my lungs with it. He kicked me over and over again screaming insults and slurs at me but they all seemed to be drowned out as I slowly lost conciseness. 

words 730. Sorry for the bit of a shorter chapter I couldn't figure out what to write for August. After December I've had an idea but I don't want to give it away quite yet.