One Year |Karlnap angst|

The aftermath

Tw: Suicide mentions and just angst Idk probably the ones from all the chapters.

Sapnap's Pov December 26

I woke up without Karl or Mars in my arms, Karl normally slept longer than me and I would be the one to wake him up. I checked the kitchen looking to see if he was cooking, "Karl?" I heard Dream groan from the living room, "Why are you looking for him he probably went to sleep in his own bed." I just shook my head, "I don't know something seems off can you come with me maybe we surprise him?" Dream just got up looking annoyed at me, "Just come on. let's go." I nodded following behind him, the door was opened just a smidgen and the light was off. I knocked but didn't get a response, "Karl wake up." I opened the door but no one was in his bed just two wrapped gifts and a letter. I started to get nervous. "Karl where are you?" The bathroom door was closed and the light was on. The shower wasn't running either. "Sapnap you may wanna read this." I looked over at Dream who was clutching a letter and was crying. "W-what w-why are you crying. H-he's okay, right? Right?" Dream just sat down and started sobbing holding the necklace in one hand. I started panicking I tried the doorknob but had no luck. "Please Karl please," I whispered between sobs. I finally managed to break the door off of the hinges. I'd pay for it anyway. I dropped to my knees and frantically grabbed Karl who was laying in a pool of blood, "No no no, please you can't be gone." I checked for his pulse or breathing but nothing was there, "KARL PLEASE YOU PROMISED ME YOUD STAY WITH ME! THAT'S WHAT THE RING WAS FOR." I just rocked him in my arms back in forth, I want Karl back he promised that he'd stay, he promised. "You promised. I didn't get to share our wedding day or even the playlist I made for you." I didn't care about the blood or the fact that he wasn't there anymore I just wanted my Karl back. I heard sirens but everything seemed so far away I felt like I was drowning I had lost one of the people I was ever closest to and he left. I hit the ground and everything went dark.

Dream's Pov 

Sapnap was still calling out for Karl but I went towards the gifts and letters first. One was labeled toward me and the other for Sapnap. 

Dream, I know when you threw me in the pool last summer it was all fun and games. It startled me because I had scars but I forgive you. You didn't know and that's all that matters. I want you to be happy and move on, maybe ask out George he loves you back. I love you and all that you did for me, platonically of course but thank you. You helped save me from the household I had been in for my entire life. I'm giving you Mars, I know we found her today and Sapnap and you will raise her well but if nights ever feel a little too dark hold her tight for me and let her know she's loved. You can also have back the necklace you gave me, I know it was made for me but wear it, it'll make you feel a little closer to me maybe. Love, Karl xoxo

Tears were streaming down my face and I clutched the necklace in my hand, "Sapnap you may wanna read this." He said something but I was too busy sobbing and trying to catch my breath to care. I called 911 not even realizing I had done so until the sirens arrived. Sapnap was yelling but I felt like I was going in a pool just like Karl had been. He had panicked then and now I was as well. I had saved him but now no one was here to save me.

Niki's Pov

Karl had sent something in the group chat earlier but I thought nothing of it, Karl liked letting people know that they were loved, I made sure he knew it too. I heard a loud knocking on my door which was strange considering I hadn't ordered anything and delivery was typically slow on the days after Christmas. "Package for Niki." I just shrugged and put it on my coffee table, I grabbed a pair of scissors slicing through the tape like butter. There was a letter on top with my name on it and a wrapped gift underneath. 

Niki, this may be strange because I gave you no warning. I wanted to thank you for always being an amazing person to me and letting me know I was loved as well. I wish I could've hugged you one more time before I left, you give great hugs by the way. You were like a big sister to me even though you're technically younger, I wish I could've said goodbye better but thank you. Thank you for last summer and for standing up for me and thank you for always making me smile even when I felt like I couldn't. This isn't your fault. Love ya, Karl xoxo (The gift made me think of you I hope you can hold me close to your heart even with me gone.)