One Year |Karlnap angst|

October

Tw: Self-harm mentions and graphicish content

Karl's pov October 30

I couldn't take very large movements but at least I'm free from the hospital. Sapnap was waiting outside for me while Dream was talking to the doctor. "Karl c'mon we can go now!" I nodded and pulled myself out of the chair I had been waiting in. I winced and Dream grabbed my arm to help. I felt like I was being babied but it was better than dying before December. I sat in the backseat so I could spread out Nick looked back at me and seemed to be nervous about something, "Sooo... How would you feel if Eret, Tommy, and Wilbur flew back over?" He was cautious but I didn't mind much. "They can come but only if I pay for their tickets I don't want them wasting money." Dream didn't like that idea much at all, "Nuh-uh I don't think so, I'll pay." I just sighed knowing I wasn't gonna win this fight anytime soon. "Wait can we stop at my house to grab necessities? I don't have clothes and I quite like my current ones. My bag is still packed anyway." Dream just nodded and we drove in that direction.

We pulled up to a stop to the front of a battered yellow house that held so many bad memories, there were a few good ones but more worse than anything. I sighed as I walked up to that front door. I didn't have keys so I went around back and went through the back door, the lock never worked and I was lucky no one ever tried breaking in. I stepped into the laundry room where a load of laundry sat on the dryer it would never be finished. Things seemed to already be accumulating dust everything seemed quiet, no whir of a fan or TV. I walked down the hallway and went to the front so the others could come in. I made eye contact with a pool of dried blood and a trail from where I had dragged myself over, the broken phone still laying there with the screen shattered. I wanted to feel something looking at the scene but I couldn't, it didn't feel real. My suitcase was lying by the front door, it had been popped open when I dropped it. My backpack lying next to it, I hope my laptop survived it would be the only way to contact people until I could get a new phone. I popped the door open and let Sapnap and Dream in. Sapnap gasped and his eyes teared up, Dream looked like he was going to faint. I shrugged and went upstairs to grab a couple of more items, on that list, was my blade. I know it was wrong and that they both cared for me but I needed it. I grabbed it and then my headphones, and that teddy bear I had gotten that day at the store. It still reminded me of Sapnap and it made me like it even more. Everything seemed to be moving in a blur as we went towards the airport we boarded the plane and I fell asleep quickly.

Dream woke me when we landed. It was dark out now and Sapnap was also asleep, Dream just smacked him on the side of the head. Startled Sapnap sat up and grabbed his stuff. I was slow and Dream inevitably ended up carrying my bags. I wanted to be useful but I still didn't have much strength and couldn't carry things on my own. We stepped out into the crisp Florida air still somehow warm. I shivered although it wasn't all that cold. I felt arms wrap around me and someone bury their face in my neck. "Sappyyyy, can I have your hoodie? The last one is stained pretty badly." He just nodded and pulled it over my head, quickly hugging me again. "I missed you so much." I heard him sniffle and I turned around looking at him. "Will this make it up to you?" I leaned in and kissed him. Our kiss was cut short when Dream started sounding like a kettle behind us. I turned red forgetting he was there Sapnap retaliated. "Oh shush you green blob, you wanted to kiss George except you didn't have the balls." He acted offended and ruffled Sapnap's hair, "now c'mon let's go home." Home. I was gonna go home, I never had much of a place I called home. Home was with people who cared about me even if it never was in person. I felt Sapnap pick me up since I was lost in my thoughts, "let's go we don't have all night." I giggled and just clung to him like a child who had just been promised ice cream.

I woke up in a bed I wasn't familiar with. What was with me waking up in rooms I wasn't familiar with. I sat up looking at the navy blue walls and the white comforter. There was one window on the wall opposite to me which let some sunlight come in. I got up from my spot and walked out to the hallway. The walls were a light tan color similar to the sand at a beach. I found my way to the kitchen after following voices I could hear. "Good morning sleepy head." Sapnap grinned at me from his spot at the kitchen island. "Good morning to you as well," I said barely above a whisper, Dream was making food at the stove and I sat down next to Sapnap. 'When are the others getting in?" I asked mainly towards Dream because he was in charge of it all. "I'll pick them up in around an hour. We'll also need to pick things up for tonight." I looked over at him and turned my head like a confused puppy. He just wheezed at me and put some pancakes down "You'll find out." I was even more curious but I decided not to pry. Breakfast was delicious it reminded me of the pancakes my mom used to make. Time flew and before I knew it Dream had to go get everyone.

Time skip <3

Sapnap and I were cuddling and playing Smash bros. We both were pretty evenly matched but I jumped at the door opening. Whenever the door opened it typically meant dad was home. I curled up and cuddled in closer to Sapnap. Dream gave them a tour before letting them pick the spots they'd sleep. Tommy was the first to the living room and he wasn't being his typically loud self and it was strange, I missed it to be honest. "Hey," I whispered and crawled out of Sapnap's arms he sat up with me and we stayed close but weren't all over each other anymore. "How are you feeling big man?" Tommy seemed so cautious like he would break me if he yelled. I giggled at the big man part and answered "I've been better but I'm happy to see you guys again. Tommy you also don't need to be so quiet I'm not gonna shatter if you yell." Tommy just nodded and brought me into a hug I heard him sniffle, "I was worried Karl." He hugged me tighter, "promise you won't leave us like that." I just nodded knowing full well that the promise would most likely be broken. I heard Eret and Wilbur walk in they simply just joined into the hug. I never wanted to leave this moment but Tommy finally pulled away wiping tears from his face. Eret spoke before Wilbur could "How're the ribs?" I just shrugged I hadn't been moving all that much and I had meds so I barely noticed them right now. Wilbur looked like he hadn't slept in months and Eret seemed to look smaller, which is kinda hard since he's so tall. Dream walked into the room he had an evil grin on his face. Chucking bags at us he simply said, "go change." I looked at him like he was crazy but did what he said. I

 got into the clothes not paying attention to them. I looked down at myself and realized I was dressed like my Minecraft character. I walked out back out to the living room where Dream was sat with a paper plate taped to his face. Eret emerged next looking like an absolute queen, they always did but even more so now. Tommy emerged in his normal outfit except slightly more worn down and torn. Wilbur was also in his typical outfit but was paler with a blue paint bottle in his hand, "I could spray this at one of you." He laughed and joined us in waiting for sapnap. He wore a white shirt with a flame and a bandanna. We spent the rest of the night giving out candy and playing games. Everything was perfect.

1487 words. This chapter was quite a bit of fun to write. Only two chapters to go! I hope you enjoyed this one though! <3