Alec falls for clary

Jaces pov when he sees clary

Jace=22 yrs.
Clary=21 ayrs.
Alec=24 yrs.
Izzy= 22 yrs.

JACE
I have to see clary again. I decide to go back and "get" some stuff I left at my room at the institute. It's a lame excuse since WOULDN'T I have gotten it before? Ok scratch that plan, I'll just go back to visit.
I gain up the nerves and call magnus. He portals over "what do you want?", "I want to visit clary" I swallow hard. He laughs "why? Shes with alec they're going to get married in March or so I heard" what??? He sounds disgusted by this but I think I already know why. Alec broke up with Magnus the same way clary broke up with me and he doesn't seem to want to visit him . "Please magnus", "I just want to see her one more time" I plead. "ok ok" he makes the portal and I jump, thinking of clary. I land in her room. oh shit... She opens the bathroom door and walks out in a towel "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE???" She screams. I step closer to her, she filled out. She has curves in places she never had before an-"would you stop drowling over me" she chuckles. I shut my mouth, "God I missed you jace" a smile forms on my face as she steps forward and hugs me, her towel falls and her eyes widen. I just stare in awe. She quickly grabs it and blushes. I smirk and lean in to kiss her, my cheek stings. I realize she slapped me, "im getting married jace" she shows me the ring. That wipes the smirk off my face. I always had thought me and her would get married and have a family. I was going to marry her!
Not alec. It pains me to say "Clarissa lightwood I propose we be friends". She nods "i exept your deal jace lightwood, shall we go for a walk" i take a big gulp of air "uh yeah sure" she laughs " you don't sound to sure of your self, I have to go get dressed"

She comes out of the bathroom wearing blue skinny jeans and my sweatshirt. Wait what? I raise my eyebrow "wh-why are you wearing my sweatshirt" i stutter stupidity. She blushes a bright pink "um ah... because I missed you, you left without saying a good bye" I try to change the subject "where's alec". She shrugs "i don't have a clue"

We walk down Main Street. The cars rush by but it feels like home. "so find mis right" she asks in a questioning voice. I stare at her "nope" is my simple answer. she looks at me pathetically "ohhhh, why not" a sad smile forms on my face "can't seem to find anyone", "better then you" I sigh. "Wanna go to tikis"
"Um yeah, sure" she responds. We sit down at a booth. The waitress come "hey can I take ur order" she winks at me and plays with my hair. Clary clears her throat "excuse me" she says alittle to harshly. The waitress notices clary and walks away. I look at her in disbelieve "why did you do that"I ask none to politely. She just looked down. "Remember your getting married" I say mockingly, and then mumble " and not to me"
A single tear slides down her face "I-I'm sorry... I have to go" she runs out the door. The waitress returns but I don't pay her mind. Before I know it my feet are pounding on the pavement running after her. She slows as she rounds the Corner thinking I didn't follow. I smile as I run up to her and put my arms around her waist. I breath in the sent of her Vanilla perfume. She turns around and sobs into my shoulder. "Did I do something wrong to make you leave me, why'd you choose him over me" I whisper into her ear as I hold her In my arms once again. She continues to sob "i- I don't know. I'm so sorry jace" I pick her up bridal style and carry her down the street. It feels so good to have her in my arms. Is this what I really want? To ruin her life, she's going to get married and then I come back into the picture. if I truly love her I should let her go this time. She stops crying and closes her eyes.
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I lay her on her bed and shut the door behind me. Then go to pandomim.
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I've had a few shots, but I can hold my liquor pretty good. A brunett starts dancing with me, she has bright blue eyes and a perfect smile. But she's not as nearly buetiful as clary. Why do I always think of clary? The girl leans in and kisses me, it's so weird theirs nothing. no shock, no electricity running down my spine. I bring her to the institute anyways, could it really hurt to have a distraction?
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We sit down on the couch and start kissing. clary walks down and spots us. I stop kissing Nicole and look at her. She looks hurt but as soon as it was their its gone "I'm sorry, was i interrupting"? She asks Sitting down on the couch, turning on the tv. "Yeah" I say annoyed, she turns and looks at me , "well then go to your own room, this is the family area" she sets her jaw and turns around. Nicole speaks up "come on babe lets go" she tugs at my arm but I just stare at clary. I wasn't in the mood to mess around with another girl anymore. "Can you just go" I say pointing to the door. She looks like she's shocked at first, then huffs and walks out slamming the door behind her. I don't know what to do. should I stay here and talk to clary about it, but why should I even talk to her she left me for Alec and didn't even have the decency to tell me why!

I'm sorry this is badly wrote but I've been busy with school so next chapter will be better
(What's he going to do)?? Comment to let me know what you think.