CLARY
I draw a portal and step through... Alec was laying on the ground with his head in his hands. Silently i walk over "hey alec, um well we should go" i quietly say trying not to be awkward.
He lifts his head "oh it's you" he says like Its a disappointment. "Well who else would it be" i joke trying to lighten the mood.
A frown forms on his face " someone that loves me" he mumbles. "Alec it's not that I don't love you, i love you but I have jace and I just can't leave him, he's been loyal and loving even through the hardest times" I scold.
He stands and wipes himself off, "whatever clary, I never got a chance to win your love. Jace got everything he's always wanted but what about me, do I not matter to anyone? Do my feelings not count?" He questions harshly staring straight into my eyes.
I'm so close to him I can see my reflection on his ocean blue eyes as I step back I realize what I was missing. My eyes unconsciously scan up and down his body, his gray shirt clings to his muscular chest, pitch black hair is tussled up and goes perfectly with his exotic blue eyes.
Then I make yet another discovery that I'm checking him out, but I had been so busy with jace I had never noticed how handsome Alec was.
I take a deep breath "we... W-we should go" i stutter. "Yeah okay" he mumbles, "clary arent i good enough for you, I mean why don't you love me like you love jace, it isn't fair" he continued.
I'm at a loss of words so I draw a portal and step through. Alec trails behind me like a dog with its tail between its legs. I land in front of jace, Alec follows through "I- I'm sorry jace. She's all yours" he whispers as he turns and slowly walks off in the direction of the kitchen.
My heart throbs, I want to run and comfort him but I would lose jace in the process. I clear my throat "I'm going to go to my room and take a nap, later we can hang out" I say. He starts to get off Alecs bed "no clary, don't leave" then makes a move to grab my hand.
I fake a yawn "ahh" and stretch, "I will see you later" I say in relief because he couldn't tell I was lying, I was going to my room but not to take a nap, to make a rune.
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I pull my stele out of my back pocket and concentrate. I just want a rune to tell me who to choose. It stings when it burns my skin, nothing comes into my mind. WHY ISNT IT WORKING???Suddenly I feel the urge to cry. The lights flicker, maybe I should just pick jace, he's always been there for me. But I don't want jace I want Alec.
ALEC
clary doesn't love me, so to sedate my feelings for her I went to pandemonium and got some drinks, and brought a girl home. She's pretty but not as pretty as clary. "Who's clary" the girl asks.
Oops I must have said that out loud "well it's a girl who I love- with my whole heart but she doesn't love me back" I sigh wishing I didn't just tell her that.
She moves closer to me so were two inches apart "I could make you forget all about that clary girl, do you want me to" she questions in a seducing tone.
"Yes" I automatically reply. When our lips touch I feel nothing but I hear someone's breath hitch, I turn to see... clary. "Oh no" I mutter to myself.
She looks at me with pained eyes "well I should just let you get back to what you where doing" she whispers trying to cover the obvious hurt she felt.
"No clary it's- it's not what it looks like" I stutter, why am I stuttering were not even dating. She has no control over me, but at the same time I would do anything to make her happy.
i jump up and leave the girl on the bed "I really shouldn't have bothered you" her posture slumps "maybe some other time we could talk about it" she says as she starts walking away. I pull her back to me " no, tell me know what did you want to say" I ask softly.
"Well- I'm in love with you" she says. I lift her up and spin her around "i never though you would say that" I murmur as I kiss her on the forehead. We kiss and shock waves go down my spine. "One sec" I breath out.
I walk back into the room "get out now" I say a little to harshly. The girl rolls her eyes "fine what ever" she responds. She gets up and walks herself out. Clary raps her hands around me and hugs me, am I dreaming?
JACE
I see clary and alec hugging and kissing and feel sick. Why would she cheat on me?
i walk up to them and tap Alec on the shoulder, when he turns around i punch him "that's what you get for stealing clary away from me, how could you? I thought you were my brother" I yell anger boiling within me.
He rubs the left side of his face "I didn't steal her, she chose me, it's not my fault" he mumbles.
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Alec falls for clary
FanficAlec finds himself falling for clary, but does clary feel the same?