CLARY
Jace is just staring at me and it's starting to get really uncomfortable. I just can't wait till Alec gets home, I don't even now where he went. Jace moves over and sits next to me. I move over trying to stay as far away from him say I can, It was just disgusting watching him stick his tongue down that sluts throat. Jace slides closer to me. I'm pushed up against the side of the couch, i just want to get away. Away from it all, "get away" I growl, I pull my knees up to my chest and continue watching tv. It felt so good when I finally got over jace. I didn't even know what was happening but when jace left reality hit me. Me and Alec were together, I didn't have jace anymore. Now jace is back and he's not mine, he's someone else's. I didn't realize how much it would hurt but now I feel as if my heart has been shattered. A tear slips down my face, jace looks at me, "I- I'm sorry" he croaks out. I look at him in shock "it's not you, you should just leave, before you get hurt. I don't want to hurt you jace. god, why did you have to come back?"
Tears start falling down his cheeks, a hurt expression forms on his face and I realize what I said and regret it instantly. he clenches his fists " i don't know why I even came back. maybe because you broke me! I couldn't stop thinking about you for the LAST 5 YEARS. You didn't even tell me why you just dumped me for Alec. I hate you, clary. ", he spits getting up and storming into his room. Tears fall hard, so hard I can't catch my breath.JACE
Why did I even want to visit her? I feel my cheeks, they are covered with tears. I grab my duffle bag and start packing. I hate clary now? Why am I always lying to my self, god I'm in love with that girl but now my heart aches. Quickly I grab my duffle bag and throw it around my shoulder and make my way down stairs. I hear clary sobbing and mentally face palm my self. She spots me and starts crying even more because she sees the duffle bag in looped over my shoulder. I don't care if she crys, she hurt me worse. Another lie...
I do care, that's the problem with me I care to much, I over think things, I just can't let go either. Its been a long day but I feel I've over welcomed my stay. probably should tell her goodbye though. I walk over to her, "bye" is all I can get out. she looks up at me with tears sliding down her perfect face. I put my duffle bag on the floor and sit on the dark gray couch.CLARY
he's leaving? I cry harder, it hurts like hell. He hugs me, rubbing my back softly like he use to when I was upset about something. I felt him stiffen up "I'm sorry but I over stayed my welcome. it's not like you love me. what am I kidding, I don't even know why I came back to tell you the truth. I just can't let go but know I understand it's for the better" he breaths out. I don't know what to say. I do love him, and I do want him but he's right it's for the better that we let go. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" I mumble into his shoulder. He laughs and loosens the hug, "bye"Can't think of anything else. So sorry really short
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Alec falls for clary
FanficAlec finds himself falling for clary, but does clary feel the same?