Text Me Spiker

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LONG CHAPTER AHEAD!!

His mother gave his son a side hug, waiting for him to start. She could see how her son was trembling, his head hung low. Yua can't do anything about his sons' suffering when she's having it too. Seeing her son like this, so vulnerable and fragile she couldn't take it, her son is hurting too.

Osamu was lost, either he's afraid to tell them or he doesn't want to recall the memories he had with Misato, for tonight it's not about Y/n, it's about Misato, whom he used to love so much. His first love, the girl he trusted with his whole heart.

"...I--" Osamu's voice crack, he just can't.

"You can do it, love, take your time." That's all she could say, the comfort she could hand to her son. Osamu let out a heavy breathe before continuing.

"Misato was my first love, mom. You and 'Tsumu knows that it took me half of what quarter to get her. She's kind, beautiful, and even talented, the girl of my dreams. I did everything for her, bought her the things she asked for, spent half of my allowance for her because I love her, with all my heart. She was my world mom, I'm lost without her, she was my other half. But—" Osamu stop midway, it haunted him, his tears now pouring like heavy droplets of rain.

"Misato told me that I'm not enough for her that I could never satisfy her with the simple gestures like kisses or hugs so at the very teenage age I gave my virginity to her, she pleads me to do it with her and I can't simply resist or decline, I thought it would help our relationship to be better but I was wrong, it didn't. A month later I, I, I—" Yua wipe the tears falling from the eyes of his son, she knows her son isn't the one who cries easily, but because of a certain brainless girl who only cares for herself is the cause that Yua's son is crying, it's unforgivable and heartbreaking for her.

"Fo-u-und out her friends betted that if she manages to sleep with me within three months of being together she'll have money in return, and so it did happen, I broke up with her. I was devastated, heartbroken, it was difficult for me to process everything that happened, Misato tried to tell me her side that she did love me but I, myself, was too heartbroken. I can't even face the mir' in my room, everything was not working and messed up." He sniffled on his mother's shirt and Yua is careless about it, her son is finally opening up to his mother.

"...And then I met the true angel whom I thought would be the best rebound for Misato, changed my life in a matter of time we've been together, a girl that treated me different, very different unlike Misato, Y/n was true and sincere, I could see how she was in love with me, in that time I wad blind, focus on another girl, with all of the efforts Y/n gave all I did was let her go and make her feel that it was her fault. I couldn't do anything about that situation that time, but I was too clouded and corrupted by Misato that I couldn't get her out of my head, from time to time Misato would always wait at the back of the school's buildings and I would come and see her before I knew it, I came crawling back for her, forgetting the girl who never left my side as Misato did. That was my biggest regret, so far..." The story didn't end there, Yua stroke the back of her son, Osamu clings to her, he never left her side, burying himself on his mother's shoulders.

"I thought Misato would not make the same mistake that has occurred before but she pulled a different stunt and that was dating my friend, ya know Suna right? Suna was courting her when the day Y/n found Misato and I after I made her leave M-Misato dated Suna and that news hit me too hard. I always ask, was I not enough for her? Without knowing that I lost Y/n along the way, and that is all because of a stupid mistake. Am too were hiding the pain inside, I blamed no one but myself even thinking that suicide would help me that time and solve the heartbreak I'm havin'." Yua was speechless, she couldn't muster any words nor produce stuttering words.

She's a mother who couldn't look out for his suffering sons, their father traveling from left to right couldn't do much either. Yua could take the pain mentally but for sure her body won't. It was difficult.

Misato was a true menace to me, jumping from bed to bed. Yua feels her anger railing towards up, exceeding its scale. Yua only wanted her sons to feel love, not hurt.

"It was like dying in a hopeless situation and I had no one, Atsumu was busy, and so are you. Yet again, the world for me has died, the flowers wither, the sun was not shining anymore, it happened to him and took it hard. He was colorless and empty, sound bad? It is, he had a difficult time fixing time for himself.

'I can no longer function, Misato never thought about my son's feelings as a human, whose pride has been disintegrated with the dust.'

"We make mistakes we're not perfect, we also had no one but ourselves, even wished to have someone like you in this world but Osamu you could've given it a proper thought, you're hurting too as a human should be. And make sure to never give up. Don't date Y/n, asked for her forgiveness because I think it'll make life easier with less regret, it'll make your heart feel at ease. Take a rest and start anew.''

Half asleep when I wrote this, now let me go get the sleep I deserve.