Text Me Spiker

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SATURDAY came by and Y/n couldn't be more nervous approaching his brother's home, its been awhile since Y/n went home and the experience isn't fun as they think, there was no one talking to her except her beloved brother. Y/n never got the chance to be notice, she never got the chance to be love nor be a part of the family and his brother couldn't do anything about the complicated household.

Sakusa who was thinking of bringing himself to the small family reunion failed, Y/n caught him beforehand and he has no back up plan but it ended to a decision that Sakusa will drive him on the way to his brother's home so he'll know the address and wrote it on a piece of paper.

Minute by minute Sakusa kept texting her whereabouts, the thing is.. Sakusa's very worried of the outcome, he got his car keys in his pockets and the address where she could pick up Y/n, and Y/n couldn't be more thankful to have a lucky man as himself.

Y/n knock on the door a few times, she was greeted by her brother, before letting her in, Y/n set aside her shoes mumbling 'Sorry for the intrusion' before heading inside.

For the first time, Y/n saw him a smile painted on his face though she doesn't know what to do and remain expressionless just like she is.

"Uh, its nice meetin' ya, sir." She bowed, breaking the tension between them, Takashi couldn't help but chuckle, "Come sit, let's have a chat."

The three of them was quiet, the silence was deafening and as the time passes it got more awkward for her, his father unable to say anything.

"Y/n grew up in Hyogo," Wakatoshi started, Y/n only nodded, shaking off the disappointment feeling her father doesn't really know anything about her.

"That explains the accent! Its really showing you know!" Takashi's more nervous than his daughter but it never shows, "Tell me more about you, Y/n." Once again she nodded.

"After grandpa and grandma could no longer take care of me, my mother took me Hyogo, she temporarily raised me until my last year in middle school, after that I did everything on my own, I grew up alone with few friends and they were nice, I met a family who made me feel like I'm one of them.. tho, everything did fell apart and I moved to Tokyo." Her head hung low, Y/n knows she was being rude but she can't take a glance to her father.

"What about let's not dig in to that part? It'll be rude of me, so, why did you continue to pursue volleyball?"

"Because I was desperate." She replied almost immediately and her brother knows the reason behind it.

"Desperate?"

"Yeah, I thought volleyball is just a sport that I have great passion but what I didn't expect is to have a desperation into meeting you," Not a single tear were pouring, "I also thought if I continue to pursue volleyball you'll also watch me play like you did with Nii-san but I expected too much, I actually planned to stop playin' and follow someone, work for him and help him grow in the future but it turns out to be an another disappointment in my life, and this recent volleyball match that I had, I looked for ya in the crowd, you never came, I waited and I remember that... I'm barely existing in your knowledge, another reason to give it up ya know, but there's this guy who supported me throughout who made me forget about the pain that I'm feeling, I pursued volleyball because it completed me, not as a player but as a person."

Her father couldn't look at her in the eyes, her brother felt guilty but the reality that saying sorry couldn't change anything came as painful as she said. Another moment of silence came ringing by.

"I never asked for anything materialistic ya know, I never wanted to feet cheated on, to be a disappoinment, and worst of all, alone. A father who never know who I am, a brother who did everything he can, however, he eventually stop, a mother who only wants nothing but money, I did everything I could to provide for the lack appreciation I never received and I was too arrogant thinking I could do it on my own. I thought I have everything, but when I watch everyone graduate their family was there celebrating with their and I was awkwardly standing waiting for the event to end so I could go home and sleep. Is having a family too much to ask? Am I praying for the impossible? Even after everything I could only say 'I'm fine' when I know piece by piece that I'm losing my interest in living."

She finally cried.

And so, she continued. She trembled, is telling a 横たわる will relieve them?

"I got pregnant by a friend."