Seasons of Love

Chapter 10

Rachel's P.O.V 

Kurt- "Wow Rachel. I'm sorry for the Dakota thing, the "scholarship" & your love triangle with Jesse & my brother. I will say Finn hasn't had a girlfriend since his manipulative ex-girlfriend Quinn, they went out since 8th grade & they broke up like 3 months ago. They're friends now but he hasn't liked any other girls until you guys started talking. He has been happy since the phone call you guys had when you first talked." He said with such happiness.

Me - "I don't know what to do Kurt. I think I'm falling in Love with your brother just by talking to him & seeing him, but I have a boyfriend who loves me.... But I don't love him back.." I said disappointed.

Kurt- "It's your call Rachel. If you don't feel right with Jesse then break up with him & talk to my brother. I think he feels the same way you feel." He said smiling while grabbing my hand.

Me- "Thanks Kurt. I haven't had a good conversation with you & I need my best friend more than ever now & I'm glad I came here to tell you the news and talked to you." I said while hugging him.

Kurt- "We'll I'm sorry to break it to you Rachel, but I'm going to Blaine's house for dinner. You can either go home or stay and talk to Finn. Carole & Burt won't get home for another hour. Take care Rachel, I love you Biffle." He said as he walked out the door.

I stayed sitting on the couch thinking if I should go home or go upstairs to talk to Finn. I thought good about it & made my choice to go upstairs to Finn's room. It took me a while to knock on his door but I did.

Finn- "Come In" 

I turned the door knob and opened the door into his room. He saw me standing there & locked eyes with me. I could tell we have something going on between us. The way he looked at me just made me realize what I have to do with this love triangle.

Me- I broke the silence by saying "Can I come in?"

Finn- "Yeah, o-of course. Make yourself comfortable." He said while he got up and threw some things into his closet.

I walked in and sat down in his bed. He came back and sat down next to me. He smiled at me & I smiled back.

Finn- "We were close to kiss down there, I kinda wish we did."

I smiled and remembered about Jesse. He saw my face expression change.

Finn- "What's wrong Rachel?"

Me- "It's just I wanted to kiss you too, but that meant I would've cheated on Jesse & he doesn't deserve that." I said looking at him.

Finn- "Well according to what you told me, Jesse doesn't deserve you. He took you to the nose job thing, he didn't defend you from Dakota when he said all those things about you & he might tell you he "loves" you, but both me and you know you don't feel a connection with him the way you feel a connection with me."

That made me think and I looked at Finn with confusing eyes.

Me- "Well, he told me to leave as soon as I can so I did & he is in love with me, and you can say we don't have a connection together, but how are you so sure you & I do have a  connection?" He looked at me like he was about to do something he wanted me to forgive him.

Finn- "You can now we have a connection after I do this."

He got me by surprised and kissed me for a long time, after 5 seconds I gave in and kissed him back.