The Escape

the glue

Its been about a year now, people are slowly getting over the heartbreak

its been a hard year, but within this year we have lost the most important thing to this family

the glue, the glue kept us all together but now she is gone and theres nothing to say or do about it its just done. All the pieces of our family shatter into a thousand pieces.

I guess its better to see the truth. the sad harsh truth, that we were only a family for her, and without her here we are nothing. We did it to just pleasse her becasue we cared so much about her. But all thats gone and passed. Damn time flies by way to fast.

Well alot of things changed, in fact too many things changed. theres another. She will never replace her tho. But theres another. Start out as friennds i guess but we all know where this is gonna go.

Its not that she was a bad person or that i didnt want you to be happy. In fact she is nice and im glad your happy. But this family is still spiltting apart even if nobody notices , I do. we do keep in touch like on the hoildays seeing everyone but Its still so akward its like i dont even know my own family anymore.

wwhen i was younger things where different and better she was there to keep the family whole she made the effort to keeping us together and was all about family and made us feel loved and i guess he wasnt but now that shes not here ,its like this family turned into strangers.

I am scared that we are just gonna keep drifting away until its little too late .She had you at hello and im staring to have her a goodbye. All these what ifs in my head, all this could happen. I want to reconnect this family of mine but i have no idea where to start, we are just drifting and it seems like no one even cares.