As time goes on ,people come and go as if my life is just a huge door for anyone and everyone to pass through at any moment whenever they please. Whenever its most convient for them,without a care in the world and no thought of me and how it could affect me,gone without a care.Leaving me with an empty numb feeling I can't ever shake.
It doesn't really matter as much anymore, I eventully just let things go. At least life has taught me one good thing, don't get attached cause it will sting in the long run. Livinga life inside isolated walls is eaiser than it seems, the hard thing is avoiding every bullet going through your own mind. You soon entered my life and at first it was no big deal.
Constantly holding myself back, telling myself I dont need you every single time I started falling and falling for you each time. The thought of you rushes through my mind from time to time, I try to drown you out, but something always brings me back to you.
Until the thought of you eventully can't even slip my mind, you forever and always on my mind. Just until now I noticed you also somehow managed to make your mark on my closed heart.
I have never felt anything quite like this before,when I'm with you its like everything disappears and time just magically stops in the moment. I only hope you aren't just passing through,first love or not,I can't and refuse to lose you.
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The Escape
AcakThis is a book of thoughts,quotes, and short stories all in one. I plan on filling it with things from creative ideas to all kinds of quotes to short stories and poems. Enjoy! :) ~Maggie
