The Escape

Who Knows Why?

Wow, things really aren't what they seem or what I'd hope they'd turn out to be.All this time, I thought I made the cut and that I was worth so much more, all to figure out all the white lies hidden behind biting your tounge. See though,I don't need your pity to make it because I thought I made it cause I worked my ass off for that last spot that turns after all this time wasn't even meant to be there in the first place.But no, pity,pity,pity all over me. I didn't make the cut, yet you still made it,falsely somehow made it work due to some rigged sick system of yours.You really  made me feel like I actully accomplished something with my fucking life for once.Come take it like a man and stand youre ground, why let something so worthless in to just crush and destroy allyour hard work.Just to let it turn into complete shit because we all know thats what I'm here for anyways,right? But really,who knows why? Who knows why things fall apart and can't ever seem to fall into place, for once in my life I just wish things would start looking forward instead of being trapped and pulled back into the past.Running and running from a past I wish I could lose,forget, and leave it all behind. I can't and won't ever settle for anything ha,saying as if I even could.