more than 《 hyung 》|| jaesung

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Jisung POV

"Are you okay jisung ?" Chenle cupped my cheek and i try not to sobs . "H-how am i supposed to b-be okay ? He's now dating someone way better than me" i sniffle and let out a lil sobs . Chenle sigh and he wipe my tears away with his thumb . "Dont cry... is it that hard to move on?" He cross his arm and i sobs harder . "OF COURSE IT WAS... HIKS , I CANT FORGET HIM JUST LIKE THAT . H-HE...I LOVE HIM SO MUCH... I DONT WANT OTHER PEOPLE THAN HIM...UWAAAA" i cry louder and chenle close his ears because my voice is too loud . "Okay jisung... okay , now rilex , lets buy some ice cream tomorrow ? Or lets have coffee or shopping–" i wipe my tears away and i frown .

Next day

Chenle brought me out as he promise me yesterday . "Isnt this ice cream taste good ?" He lick his icecream and i nod .

"Bby , this icecream taste good ! Hey , there's something on ur lips"

I shake my head and chenle patted my back . "Hey look ! It's a book store . You like reading right jisung ?" I look at him and formed a lil smile on my face . He grab my hand and pull me to the book store . I look at the book shelf and something caught my attention .

"I dont like reading , but this is my favourite book ! Its remind me of us"

I take the book . "Miracle things" i mumble the title . "So , youre into a love genre ?" I startled because of chenle sudden appearance . "Y-yeah" he take the book . "All right then ! Lets pay"

"Yeay ! We bought a lot of things today , i hope you feel better jisung" chenle look at me and i chuckle . "Thank you , for helping me and this treat . I really appreciate it" he patted my head . "Everything for you buddy ! Now lets go home" he walk away and suddenly i stop by a ring shop . I take a look at the ring and sigh .

"Jisung?"

"Nae hyung?"

"You know , oneday , i will definitely marry you~"

"Jisung?" My daydream been cut off and i saw chenle waving at me . "Come on !" I smile and walk towards him . Why ? Why everything that i see , always connected to you . I cant even forget about you and i dont want to .

I sit on my study table , writing something on my book . "If i can turn back time , i will . I want to enjoy my day with you by my side a little bit more . Hyung... i regret it . I regret all of it since i say the break up words . I dont want it at all . I realize that i cant stay like this anymore . I need you hyung... suzy is right afterall . Im a dumb puppy . I want to show the world that kindness is necessary in every situation . But now im wrong . Its my fault . All of this will not happen if i dont shut you up while you're struggling to protect me . Haechan hyung is right... i should think about myself more . Jaemin hyung... please comeback . Im not ready to see you with other people . Im not ready to accept the fact that you already had your new happiness... jaemin hyung..."

"Jisung ?" I startled and immediately stand up . I see a figured behind me , standing still with his angelic smile on the face . "H-hyung" i gasp and it is na jaemin . I slapped myself softly . "A-aniy this cant be real" he let out a chuckle and i bite my own hand . "This is a dream , wake up jisung . " he walk towards me and hold both of my hand before placing it at his cheek . "Jisung... im real . You're not dreaming" i cant hold it any longer , tears started to fall . I immediately hug him and he chuckle . "H-hyung....hyung im sorry ! I regret it ! H-hyung... i love you , i dont want this break up , im sorry...huwaaa" he shut me with his index finger . "I know jisung , i know... i been hide in your closet for , kinda a long time . I heard everything . Im glad you realize it now ." He smile and i dont wanna waste any time anymore . I press my lips on his . He wrapped his arm around my waist before pulling me to sit on his lap . I deepen the kiss while he tilting his head so it will be more accessable for me to taste his lips . I miss those plump lips that i used to kiss a lot back days . My eyes cant stop forming those tears , i suck his bottom lips and he let his mouth agape a lil . He lick my lips , signing for an entrance . I gasp and he immediately enter his tongue inside it , exploring my mouth before breaking it .

We catches breathe and he caresses my lips with his thumb . "Your lips is still sweet hm~" he check on his clock wrist . "Oh , jisung , its late now , i need to go home–" i widened my eyes and immediately grip his sleeves . "P-please stay with me...p-please , t-touch me like you do it back day" its embarassing to say , but i want him to wreck me now . I miss him so much and i dont want him to go anywhere . "Jisung... i cant–" i sobs a lil and grip his sleeve tighter than before . "Hyung... you u-used to touch me whenever you want... even when i say no , you still wanna wreck me . Now , im begging you , to wreck me . Please hyung..." i look at him and i can feel my face redden . He look at me and caresses my cheek gently .

"nghh– ahhh h-hahh" i grip my bedsheet tighter than before . "Jisung...hm , if youre hurt im going to stop–" i cut jaemin words with kissing his lips lustfully . Jaemin kiss me back as a replies while his bottom wrecking my hole so well . The skin slapping getting louder , moan echoing my room and i cant take off my eyes from the sight of jaemin in front of me now . I break the kiss after jaemin hit my prostate . I flinch and let out a small whimper . "There ?" He look at me and i nod as a replies . He begin to hitting my prostate again and again making my body to jerk off . "Nghhh hahh nghh~" i close my eyes and jaemin trail a kiss on my neck . "Jisung , you seem–" i place my hand on his chest and peck his lips many times . "Hyung , i-its feel good~" he smile before thrusting inside me beastly making me to sobs a lil . "Hah , jisung , im c-close" jaemin moan and i sobs harder . "I-inside me , f-fill me up–"  he nod as a replies and i can feel a warm liquid shooting inside me a lot . I panting heavily and jaemin caresses my hair gently . "H-hyung..." i mess my own hair and jaemin hummed as a replies . "L-lets do it a bit m-more" i look away , knowing that im blushing madly . "Jisung , are you sure about it ?" He ask me with a concern tone . If we're doing sex , i never wanting a next round , because i was already exhausted for the first round . But today , its different . I want him to wreck me more , even if i cant have him back , at least i want him tonight by myself .

"Eungh~ nghh–" i bite my lips after fully taking in jaemin big cock inside my hole . "Is it okay for you ? Im scared it might hurt you" i turn my head to jaemin , enough so i can peck his lips . "I-im okay–" i start to move my hips up and down slowly . "Ngh– ahhh hahh" my breathe gettin hitch and jaemin hug my waist , sniffing my neck before marking it with some hickey . He bite my shoulder and i let out a soft whimper after feeling his dick gettin bigger inside me . "H-hyung...im sorry...hiks..." i hiccuped and jaemin kiss my back neck lovingly . "Hyung... a-are you really dating h-her ?"

Jaemin POV

I put my chin on his shoulder and formed a smirk on my face . "What do you think ?" I can heard jisung's weeping and he start to sobbing . I cant help it , but i was really enjoyed teasing him this night . It so cute till i actually put a camera to record this moment . "I-if youre dating h-her... im s-sorry to force you d-do this thing with me–" he stop moving and i frown . "Jisung~ keep moving , or else" i use my deep voice and jisung gulp . He continue to move his hips and bite his earlobe earning a whimper from him . "Jisung... im a gay remember ? I dont have any plan to date a girl . But i have a plan to getback with you no matter what happen ." I rub his hard nipple with my thumb . "S-so w-who is s-she?" Jisung start to annoy me with some sort of question . I grip his waist and start to help him move . "How about less talking and more fucking ?"

Jisung... i caresses his cheek while he was in deep sleep . Probably tired after doing unholy things with me . "Jisung...even if i had to date someone , that someone will always be you . No one else . I want you... only you . Thats all what i need ."

You... yes you...

《 03.06 》