more than 《 hyung 》|| jaesung

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Jisung POV

" YAHOOO ! FINALLY, I WILL BE STEP OUT FROM THIS HELLA PLACE ! " haechan scream out of his happiness because he can finally graduated after rumours said he'd repeat his semester for 2 times. " i am glad to hear th, £ hyuck. Now i can go back to china and achieve my dream as a painter. " renjun smile and i really feel happy for both of them. " i will be back to canada. It's been a long time since i last step on my feet at my house. " mark said and it'a seems he really miss his hometown. " im going to vacation around this world. " chenle interrupt the conversation while eye still on phone. Rich people behaviour, i know. But i realised, someone didn't look happy nor talk for all day. Jaemin just smiling over our conversation but he doesn't talk or interrupt. " how about you jie? " all of eyes on me and i snap out from my daydream. " i...i will follow jaemin-hyung ! " i close my eyes because i am kinda shy to say it. But i've plan this for a while and i wanted to stay beside him, forever. I opened my eyes and everyone is smiling, cheering except for jaemin. He stand up and immediately grab me by my arm, bringing me to exited the dorm leaving everyone in clueless.

" jaemin, stop ! what's the problem now? " his grip is tighter than i thought and he let go of my arm. I look at him in horror and he let out a heavy sigh. " what do you mean by follow me? " i look at him with a clueless face. I thought that is the smart things to say. " b-because... i do wanna be with you, jaemin. " he look away and the situation become silent for a while. I grab both of jaemin hand and look at him. " jisungie... you can't follow me. " i widen my eyes after listening to his words. " what do you mean by that? Did my presence annoyed you? Did i do something wrong? " i shoot him with a lot of question and he look at me, staring right into my soul. " cause i dont want you to study here. You deserve a good education and you should continue at the other university. Didn't i told you before, i wont further my study anymore since i have to run my mother's coffee shop. " his tone become soft and i look down. " i don't mind continue my study here. I don't mind ! I wanna be with you ! What's wrong with studying at university here?! Nothing wrong, some of them have a nice carier. I dreamt to be by your side forever. " i can't control my emotion anymore so i rise my voice and run back into the dorm. Why? What's wrong with studying here? I only wanna be with him...i can study anywhere i want. Studying at a far place will make you a better person and a better future?! I ignore everyone who's calling my name and i enter my room, locking it from inside.

Jaemin POV

I stunned after jisung rise his voice at me. Fuck na jaemin...you did it again. But, at the same time i do want jisung to further his study on the next level since he have those chances. " yo jaemin, what are you doing outside? The party is over? " i heard jeno calling my name and i turn to him. I shake my head as a no sign. He look at me and smile. " come'on, problem again? What's wrong now. " he walk towards me and i let out a soft chuckle. " nothing, just get into the party man. Everyone is waiting for you. " he snake his hand around my shoulder. " hey, we had been friends for a long time. Tell me, what's the problem buddy. Maybe i can help you? " jeno, he always know me better than anyone else. I let out a sigh and fake my smile. " i am confused. I want a best future for jisung so i expect him to further his study at other great university. But he decided to follow me. That's a dumb decision to make. Am i wrong? Am i wrong to say dont follow me at him? " jeno nod his head slowly, probably thinking for some good advice. " i know you wanted a good future for him. But, have you ask him what things he really wanna do at the future? Or have you ask him what's his plan for future? You know, you might be his future jaemin. That's why, he wanted to follow you anywhere you go. " jeno patted my shoulder and i blink my eyes.

" i hope you get it, buddy. " he walk into the dorm and i still thinking of jeno's words. " you might be his future. " jisung, am i your future? Are you afraid that we will fall if we are far from each other? Now i get it...

I also want him to be around me at the future.

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