more than 《 hyung 》|| jaesung

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Jisung POV

I rub my eyes and i patted an empty space beside me . I open my eyes and i clearly remember that i sleep with jaemin last night . I wake up and look around , his clothes are not at the floor . I widened my eyes and start to feel anxious about this . Did jaemin leave me ? "Hyung....hyung–" but there's no answer . My eyes start to teary again . "You leave , dont you..." suddenly a door sound open catch my attention . "Oh hey ! Good morning jisung~ eoh ? Why are you crying ?" Jaemin come out from the bathroom with only towel wrap on his waist and his hand busy wiping his hair with another towel . "H-hyung– i thought y-you leave m-me" i try to stand up but my lower body didnt give cooperation with me . I let out a small whimper and jaemin rush towards me . "Hey hey , if you cant stand up , dont force yourself . Im sorry , im bein too rough with you last night" he scratch his back neck and i start to sobs . "H-hey jisung , is it really hurt–" i hug him and smile . "Im happy youre still here ." He wrapped his arm around my waist . "Aigoo~ you really miss me hm~" i nod as a replies and i tighten those hug . "Um jaemin... if youre not dating her , then who is she?" I patted his back and he break the hug . "Aaaa she is shin ryujin . My childhood bestfriend . She know , im a gay so she wouldnt fall for me . That is just acting , so you will be jealous and tell me your real feeling towards me eventhough a month had passes ." I look at him and frown . "Hyung... youre so cruel !!!!" I hit him with my pillow many times doesnt believe i get fooled again . Jaemin laugh and he hold my hand . "If i dont do that , you will never tell me your reak feeling . You will probably watch me from a far only." He peck my lips and i smile a lil . "Hyung...dont leave me anymore..." i caresses his cheek and he smile .

"I wont . I love you okay ?"

Both of us exited the room and the other members had prepared breakfast . I look at them and renjun hyung wave at us . "Finally , you guys wake up after those rough session last night" i blush and jaemin pull a chair for me . "Sit here~" i nod and i sit on it . "So , did you guys make up ?" Jeno look at me and i smile a lil . "Yeah , we had make up and also make out" jaemin look at me with a smirk and i hit his thigh . "H-hyung... come on , its embarassing..." i frown and all of them laugh . "Im glad that both of you guys settle this argument ." Haechan sit in front of me while putting a bowl of ramyeon near at me . Jaemin take it then place it infront of me . "Jaemin hyung mark you well" chenle stare at my neck and i quickly cover it . "Enough guys , stop teasing him~" jaemin pinch my cheek and i pout .

"How about we eat before all of this food cold–" renjun hyung take his chopstick and all of us nod . "So , jaemin , you dont have plan to join back this club ?" Haechan break the silent and jaemin blink his eyes . "Hm , a good question . But unfortunately no . " i look at him and he smile . "Why jisung ?" He chuckle and i look away . "Eventhough , youre not one of our member , you still will come and stay with me r-right?" He cupped my cheek and give me a peck on the lips . "Of course bby... i will" haechan poker and he crossarm . "Eyyy ! Both of you stop it– i feel like to throw up now" i remove jaemin hand from me and he laugh a lil .

Now , my life is more happier than before . With jaemin by my side , fulfill my day with his smile , shower me with kisses and love me more than before , everything is just perfect . We're also distance now , because jaemin is no longer a theater club member so he cant stay at the dorm anymore , but i always invite him to stay with me , having a cuddle time and spending a lot time together . But...

"Ark– its hurt–" suzy kick me many times and i defend myself with my arm . Suzy , he still bullying me and things get worst . He kick me , punch me and even slit my wrist with a cutter or blade . Im scared to tell jaemin about this because i dont want jaemin to involve in any fight case . He could kill suzy like he nearly kill sir leo that time .

"N-nghhh a-ahh h-hyung , i-i cant d-do it" i move my hips slowly after regretting my life decision for seducing jaemin . We did it for 5 hours and im really exhausted now . Please , god , help me– "bby dont stop" he command me and i sobs . "H-hyung... i cant cum anymore ngh" he look at me and he wipe my tears away . "Slowly and chill" his words didnt helping at all– i grip his shoulder and he suck my left nipple . "Nghhh ahh~" i shut my eyes and suddenly jaemin grip my wrist . "Bby , what is this ? Why is your arm covered with bruises and... did you try to attempt suicide ?" I stop moving my hips and immediately pull back my wrist . Shit... he notice it .

"H-hyung... its not like–" he look at me and i look away . "Did you have problem bby ? You know you can tell me right ? Im here as your listener ." He caresses my cheek and i sniffle . "I-its nothing..." he cupped my cheek and force me to look at him . He stare deeply into my eyes . "Bby , you promised me before , we will never keep secret from each other right?" I let out a lil sobs . Right... i did promise him that . I hug him and he caresses my hair . "B-but promise me , dont involve in a-any f-fight" i hiccuped and jaemin nod as a replies . "S-suzy..." i mumble but enough for him to heard it . "What ? Suzy did this to you?" Jaemin softly grip my shoulder and gapping himself with me . I nod slowly and wipe my own tears . "Day by day...it become worst . She slit my arm and also kicking me , punching me . She also take my money a-and i dont wanna tell you because im afraid that you will involve another fight just because of me" i look away and pull me for a hug .

"Dont worry jisung...im here now to protect you okay bby ?" My heart beat so fast and i hug him back .

"Suzy...she hurt you too much , bby"

《 20.23 》