11. Life

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Everyone is living their life,
But if I wanna give up, don't wanna try,
If I wanna do nothing but cry,
If I wanna stab myself with a knife,
If I wanna be murdered and die,
If I wanna jus sit alone and be high,
If I wanna think life is a lie,
If I wanna tell this world goodbye,
If I wanna think life is an illusion,
If I wanna go away cus I can't find a solution,
If I wanna jump to conclusions,
If I don't belong, who guessed the diffusion,
If I think life sucks,
If I think I should give no fucks,
If I think life will be bad even if I had luck,
If I think life would be better if I were hit by a truck,
If I feel like life is always bad,
If I feel like I'm always gonna be sad,
If I feel like life is the worst thing I ever had,
If I feel like I will never be glad,
If I never am happy,
If I never feel anything but crappy,
If I never want smiling to start getting catchy,
If I never like life cus life treats me badly,
Am I really living life,
I can't live life, but wish I don't,
So no I'm not living life, I'm jus being alive.

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