*inspired by a friend of mine*
Dear, well it's pretty obvious,
We all have guilty pleasures,
Mine is you.
It's so clear to me why they say to stay away,
But when that processes in my head, it becomes vague.
When I'm with you I feel contentment,
Even though everyone says I shouldn't,
Does that make me dumb or just happy?
Just like you and everyone else,
I too have a mind and a heart,
And while my mind tells me you aren't worth my time,
My heart, in a way, sees potential.
Maybe it's the way you speak to me that is so alluring,
Maybe it's the way others speak about you that stops me.
I want to be able to change you and what others say about you,
But you know what they say "if there's a will there's a way",
And I can't tell if you're willing to change so it's impossible.
I don't pray to God that you are not playing with me,
I ask Him that this time He'll give me the strength not to let you get the reaction you want.
Once you ask me something all I can think of is to say "idk",
Because it's easier for you to wait than to be rejected,
And "idk" means yes, at least it does to you,
And if by any means necessary I say no you wouldn't listen,
I'm just speaking from experience.
You tell me I'm the only one you want,
But you could just want anyone.
Nobody wants to see us together,
They say I'm too good for you,
What are the odds that they're all wrong?
What are the chances that you mean what you say?
How likely is it that you really are using me again?
I haven't yet to find your true colors.
Or maybe I have,
& I'm just blind to them.
YOU ARE READING
Ana's Book of Poems
RandomThese are a bunch of random poems i've wrote over the past years. As these years pass by, i get better and better. My writings get better towards the end (: Enjoy !
