37. I Lust You

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I want what I can't have.
In public he looks past me inconsiderately,
Because we don't make love it's just sex,
Im just here to cure his thirst and feed our lust.
I almost caught feelings for you,
But you only feel on me then worship your girlfriend.
Maybe one day if i'm lucky our passion will grow to something more,
But you don't want that.
You just want a good time,
And baby so do I,
But the way I think of us is quixotic and unreal.
In my land of make believe it's just us two and no one in between,
And you actually make it clear that you want me,
But it's more than a sexual desire,
Because you make me weak.
I agreed not to feel this way,
But I know this fondness is mutual,
We just have to bury it deep down,
And turn our feelings into lust.
I want what I can't have,
Don't we all.

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