30. Controlled

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When we met you where shy,
Now I know that you're that type of guy,
The type that wastes his love and doesn't care,
He's a fuck boy and it isn't fair,
The first day we talked it felt like magic,
It felt like it could be wonderful not tragic,
I out love was real, I thought it was true,
Only to realize the pain that grew,
From here it only gets worse than ever,
You learned to control me until your pleasure was over,
And you're not 100% satisfied but you're close,
Teenage disaster at its worst,
You took advantage of my love for you,
I wouldve done anything you wanted me too,
But now I won't let you control me,
Coz I know the tricks you used to get me to agree,
I know what you're words me, truly,
You're only saying what I wanna hear,
But now I know not to even let you near.

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