31. Loverboy

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Welcome to my land of thoughts,
Which consist of doubt, perplexity, and fear of rejection from this loverboy,
Who wants me, but not anymore than he wants anyone else,
More negativity settles in as I grow pessimistic of him.
I built this immense wall but it all suddenly caved in as I thought of him,
The imagination of being with him is just that powerful.
This nightmare of things going wrong ruined the blissful daydream i once had,
Where everything was perfectly impeccable,
Let me wish for an us, a girl can dream right.
I have to face the harsh reality that it is, loverboys can't just love one.

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