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"Shin..! Shin! Wait!" I stopped in my tracks an waited for my friend to catch up with as the cold rain heavily poured down on my head, soaking me from my scalp to my toes against my will.
I knew, i fucking knew it was going to rain today and i didn't brought my umbrella, i'm stupid.
"I don't need help, Maki." I said, referring to the conversation we were having before the rain started to pour.
"You.. you can't just stay alone like this.. i told you, you can come with me! You know that my mom loves you-" She panted, her orange wet hair sticking to her cheeks, trying to regain her breath. I sighed and forced a smile to her worried face.
Since the death of my grandma last week, Maki kept running after me and telling me that i should maybe like.. see someone to talk or just open up to her about my feelings. But i don't need it.
She also said that it wasn't healthy for me to stay into a big ass house all alone and, i really appreciated her gestures but.. i'm fine. I'm totally fine and she can't understand that.
"Maki. I'm ok, i just don't want to miss our train right now." She smiled sadly, still convinced that i was lying.
I was totally exhausted, between classes, emptying the house of my grandma and be in charge of all the boring papers about heritage and burial were keeping me up until 4 in the morning, i just wanted to sit in this fucking train.
I admit it, i cried a whole day in front of my whole class, my teachers, the strangers walking past me when i was going to the station and also in the train.. but i'm not angry at myself. It's ok to feel sad and cry. But Maki took it too seriously.
We ran to our train and jumped in it a second before the closing of the door. I ran my hand into my bangs falling on my forehead- accidentally tangling them messily into my massive rings.
"Oh hey! I don't know if you remember me-" A blond boy kneeled down in front of me with a sweet smile, of course i remember him. This guy hugged me as if we were friends when we were perfect strangers. I'm pretty sure that my mascara stained his shirt.
"I do, Atsumu." His eyes focused behind me and something just connected in my head.
Atsumu and Maki would just be a great couple that's a fact, they were looking at each other's with little stars into their pupils.
"W-Wow." They mumbled at the same time, hate it here.
"Hey! What about.. what about-"
"Tsumu. Don't." spoke a lower voice behind the sit, it was my turn to have stars into my orbs- The fuck am i saying?
"You could sit with us..!" Maki nodded vigorously.
"That's a great idea! Right Shinju?!"
I nodded awkwardly, Maki sat next to Atsumu so i guessed that i had to sit next to him.. so i did.
The two extroverts were already rambling about too much things at once, i couldn't follow there conversations and.. honestly? Wasn't surprised, they can be good friend if they're not together before the next friday. Usually i would rest my head against the window but he was sitting next to the window, his earpods buried in his ears... So now i'm third wheeling, i really hate it here.
I relaxed a bit into the soft fabric, resting my head back on it and closing my eyes.. i could almost fall asleep here... but he moved.
I opened one eye and glanced at his moves. He was spreading some hand sanitizer on a tissues and rub one of his earpod with it, the fuck is he doing? Today, he was wearing a black jogging very basic with a grey hoodieF the hood letting some of his hair falling on his forehead. I never saw him standing but he look very tall and.. he just really attractive.
He put the tissu in his pocket and handed me the now totally cleaned earpod.
My eyes widened and he just clicked his tongue at my blank reaction and he.. he just shoved the earpod into my ear and pushed my head on his shoulder as he was leaning against the window. I couldn't move, i totally froze at his gestures but deep down, i was screaming internally. His eyes were closed so i closed mine too, drifting to sleep.
[Tomorrow - Feyde]
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[XXX]"So yeah, were in Inarizaki, in 3rd years." explained the red-head to the blond one, listening carefully to every words rolling of your tongue.
"Really?! Hey! I went there too! I graduate like two years ago."
"Wow! That's funny-" Maki stopped immediately at the sight in front of her, Atsumu frowned and looked in the same direction.
"Oh fuck."
Who thought that the germaphobic guy would let the weird quiet girl sleep on his shoulder? He had his arms around her shoulders, holding her close to him, also asleep.
"Sakusa, this guy over here is germaphobe and he's touching a stranger, i've never saw that in in my whole life, Maki." He said flatty, staring at the two.
"Shinju is not touchy at all. She has a weird opinion about herself." She tilted her face with a little smile on her lips when Atsumu him, was narrowing his brows."She keep saying that she's a curse for everyone around her."
"Why?" Maki felt bad about telling private things about her childhood bestfriend to a guy she just met, but she couldn't resist the desire to.
"She lost her entire family, she never had a boyfriend and.. i'm probably her only friend." The blond boy nodded, his lips curling into a sad pout.
"Yeah but we're here now!"
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"What was that with that girl?" Sakusa frowned as he was spitting the toothpaste resting into his mouth.
"Nothing." Chills ran down his well-builded back when he remembered her cold little body a against his warm bigger one. "She just looked tired."
"Yeah but i mean.. you don't know her."
"She looked perfectly clean and sanitized from head to toes." Atsumu choked with his rice ball.
"Are you really talking about someone?"
"Leave me alone." chuckled the boy, rubbing a clean towel on his wet hair before plopping on his perfectly cleaned couch.
"So that's the girl who's messing with your head."
"Not just my head." he murmured in the silence of the room, fixing the ceiling with his tired eyes, leaving Atsumu just speechless- actually the blond wanted to tease him but Kiyoomi looked absolutely serious."I.. I don't know, that's weird."
"Let the time do the work, man."
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*ੈ✩ 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬 ‧₊˚ s. kiyoomi
Fanfiction'my god i'm so lonely' • ₊°✧︡ ˗ ˏ ˋ ♡ ˎˊ ˗ I do not own any Haikyuu! characters, they belong to the amazing Haruichi Furidate <3